If i'm still alive 20 years from now, and i look back at what i've done
& what kind of a person i was when i was young...what would i think
of myself? Sigh...Lord, if you intend to keep me alive for awhile, and
fo…
i am a sinner who's being punished for all my mistakes and evil doings
in the past. but i will survive, i will make it through, no matter how
lonely the path is because there is always one that i can rely on to
keep m…
My simple blog...no flashy stuff, no links..just texts..and nothing else.
I've always known that life never really turns out the way u expect it
to be, but I have never thought of my life becoming the total opposite
o…
Allah mengerti, Allah peduli
Segala persoalan yang kita hadapi
Tak akan pernah ditinggalkanNya
Kubergumul sendiri
S'bab Allah mengerti
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I am not alone...ming has decided to join me in eating veggie, although
his is at dinnertime only. Lunchtime, still as carnivore as ever. I
wonder how many people will be surprised.. Dave, Ducky? any comments
for ming…
Starting today, until i find the answer to my question, I will not eat
meat. I will refrain myself from eating beef, lamb, pork, chicken, and
everything else w/ blood in its veins. That includes seafood.
Dada, this po…
nothing exciting.....nothing really excites me anymore anyway....see
someone in the street get shot, or smashing beer bottles at one
another...shrug, move on....just need to survive...survival is
key....sigh...
Went outside to check out the harry potter lines...and tried to get my
hands on one...but walmart was closed, the bookstores had long lines w/
people dressing up as the characters....more than i can handle..so ming
&a…
22 hrs left until Harry Potter book's out. Can't wait..i'll drag ming to walmart if i have to.
I really dunno what i'm getting myself into. This place is like a
jungle filled with all sorts of exotic inhabitants. Such …
Blading lesson #2. RESPECT THE TERRAIN. Sounds stupid,...well, it is
stupid. I had to push harder on the rougher terrain, as a result i
couldn't balance myself...and poof...almost fell hahahahaa. Almost, but
not yet. …
Maybe none of this is working out. So far i am clinging to fate, and
the support of my friends. I wonder how long it will last before I fall
apart, and revert back to being someone I try so hard to change
from. Trust…
10 years from now, if this site still exists..i'll wonder to
myself...what's wrong with july 11, 05? why so many posts in one day?
Makoto is such a nice name for a baby. Such is the irony of life. To
think that after …
Saturday night was awesome...ming taught me how to rollerblade at 12
midnight hahaha. We went to stanford campus, and i had a strenuous leg
exercise there ^^ It's a lot more productive when there are no cars
around …
Dana called yesterday, and we made plans to meet for lunch on
wednesday. I feel really bad for not having called him b4, but I never
know what to talk about on the phone with him. It's like talking to a
different pers…
Ducky's gone to Italy for his conference...blah, too late to call him.
I just remembered this morning that i left my CMU mugs in
pittsburgh..along w/ some other precious mugs. I hope he kept them, and
i can grab 'em w…
I dunno what to say..it's been a busy, but fun weekend...although
prolly not as fun as the guys who went skeet-shooting =D They came back
w/ the scorecard and all that, and now we know who's good at shooting
birds, wh…
