hey everyone :] i'm leaving for Colorado tomorrow [Sunday] morning so I wont be able to update even though I got 5 comments, but keep commenting, and I'll update as soon as I get internet access over there.
Currently Listening Riot! By Paramore Misery Business see related
thanks so much for the comments on the last post :) sorry it took me longer than i wanted to get this up.
i've met a guy; who's not scared to laugh at me & call me a loser when i do something dumb. a guy that'll run up behind me & cover my eyes & ask me to guess who he is, even though it's pretty obvious. a guy who hides behind a corner & jumps out to scare me so he'd have a reason to hold me. a guy that leaves me numerous voicemails, just cause. a guy that'd call to wake me up in the morning, cause he wants to be the first voice i hear each day. a guy that would never let go of my hand. a guy that would look me in the eyes & tell me he loves me & mean it. yeah, that guy. i think i found the guy i'm supposed to give my whole heart to.
love me without fear trust me without questioning need me without demanding want me without restrictions accept me without changes desire me without inhibitions
smile. it makes a world of a difference dance. who knows when you wont be able to cry. holding those emotions in is bad for you kiss. kisses are the most wonderful things in the wrold. laugh. whats the point in hiding happiness? frown. why not let him no you're unhappy apologize. you dont want to lose friends. hug. theres no better feeling being wrrapped up close to someone you love. live. because life is everything.
my daddy use to tell me that the first time you fall in love, it changes your lifeforever, and no matter how hard you try, the feelingnevergoes away. [ the notebook ]
And we laugh till we cry Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye) And we all sit round here in our home town It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss The memories, I hope will never fade Glowing embers fly across the sky your [ lostprophets - last summer ]
thats it for now. 5+ comments pleaseee :] (and if i could get more subscribers that would be AMAZING)
sorry i havent updated in a while. its summer time, so i'm not home as much. :]
because sometimes you have to step outside of the person you've been and remember the person you were meant to be. the person you wanted to be. the person you are.
i still remember our first kiss. it was awkward at the beginning & my stomach had butterflies. your lips were so soft against mine. I'll never forget it.
And sometimes I'm scared that one day you'll stop caring, stop talking, stop calling; just throw me in your trash, take my heart and rip it easily like paper, forget my name, forget my game, lose our memories, & my words to you will fade away in your head & sometimes I scare myself to death with your love.
I know it’s hard for other people to understand what he's like. All you see is a paranoid overprotective mess, but god, does that make me feel safe and wanted. And his stupidity makes me laugh. We have a long way to go to being the perfect couple, we certainly don't live the fairy tale relationship, he doesn't shower me with rose petals and fly me to Paris, but when I get my hair cut, he notices. When I dress up to go out at night, he compliments me. When I cry, he wipes my tears. When I feel lonely, he makes me feel loved. And who needs Paris...when you can get a hug?
its funny to watchthem. they say they're not in love. but they have suchchemistry. its only a matter of time until they realize that they belongtogether. <3
true friends are those that are aware of how stupid you are, have experienced it first hand, and still choose to be seen with you in public.
she hates arguing but is good at it ; scary movies make her paranoid ; she hates it when people dont call her back ; she envies every single couple that walks around showing it ; all she wants is to be happy ; & lately... all she thinks about is you <33
sometimes you're afraid to become a couple with someone because you're afraid of losingwhat you already have with that person; but life is about risks & requires you to jump don't be a person who has to look back & just wonder what they would have or could have had & no one waits forever.
no matter what the day brings, your stomach will always flip when you see him ♥
dont we all hope for a boy, who, as we smooth & tug at our clothes, will grab our hands & ask us, "now what the hell are you trying to fix, beautiful?"
I like it when my fingers are entangled in yours; & my head is on your chest .. listening to your heartbeat; it makes me feel safe; like at that moment, nothing bad can touch me.
A man who wont die for something is not fit to live
~ Martin Luther King, Jr.
addictions
» designers
lucky brand
american eagle
tilt / pacsun stuff
i'm not a big designer person :P
» movies
harry potter = ♥ peter pan [not the cartoon] aeon flux
saw 1 2 & 3
anything really, i dunno
» books
harry potter :] the named, the dark, the key - marianne curley the looking glass wars - frank beddor being - kevin brooks
books = love
[i dont care if you think im a nerd cuz i read]
amanda
