| CHRISTMAS
I'm excited. Christmas is almost here. Unlike other years, I did most of my shopping way ahead of time this year (and by that, I mean not on Christmas Eve at Walmart -- Walmart is like the only place open on Christmas Eve). That's about all I have for now. Did I mention that I'm excited about Christmas. Oh, another thing I'm excited about is almost being done with the semester. I've learned stuff, but I haven't really enjoyed the school part of this semester too much. Ok, Merry Christmas!
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| nascar drivers drive in ovals...i learned that yesterday.
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| tonight we went dancing. it was fun and exciting. at first i was really frustrated because i didn't really understand the way west coast swing works, despite my girlfriend's best efforts to teach me (she's a horrible teacher, but she tried). after i caught on i liked it. a lot.
i like dancing with my girlfriend. she's pretty cool. today was 5 months of dating her (our two day breakup included). it was one of the worst two days of my life, but i think we learned a lot from it. there's no way we could be where we are now without it, so i think it was for the best.
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| weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morningum, i'm back.... and things are looking up.... we're back together.... but things are going to be different this time.... handle things differently..... do things differently....
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| i'm back.
i think today has been the second hardest day of my life. the hardest was the day mike schaefer died. through a little thought, i have reached the conclusion that what makes a day hard is mixed emotions. my first breakup happened today. i'm hurt, sorry, angry, hopeful, confused, lonely, distracted, and when i strip away everything else, i think i'm just sad. hopefully, it's something that will pass with time.
it has been a strange day. i don't really know how to react. neither of us really want this to end, but melani says it needs to for now...at least until she figures some stuff out. i really hope that whatever comes of this we are able to continue to be there for one another as friends. maybe i'm just being ignorant, but i think that it may actually be a possibility here. for now i don't really have any options but to pray, trust that God has a plan, and wait to see how that plan develops.
anyway, that's my life's status today. maybe i'll be back sometime soon to let you know how life progresses from here...
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