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Monday, October 11, 2004

 Happy Monday, folks.  I just remembered it is Columbus Day.  Can I get a group *upchuck?*  My Blackfoot forebears salute you.  You may keep your scalps.


Isn't he handsome?  His name was Thunder Chief.
I think I'm in love.


I love the practice of giving thanks, but none of my ancestors were pilgrims, and I don't celebrate holocausts, so be cool, baby.  Don't gimme any of that "you're white, blah dee blah dee blah" stuff.  I just don't celebrate this day as a holiday.  Bad karma.

UNLESS we're talking about Thanksgiving in Canada, and that's a different story.  Pass the turkey breast and the gravy, please.



This will be short because I am building a baby and depleted of the energy to hold my head up.

This weekend I wrote some about God.  I always lose subscribers when I do that.  I guess that's for the best, since that's an important topic to me, and anyone who can't take it oughtta sign off, I reckon...but I really do hope that I don't come across as judgemental or "I know if all about God" or even preachy.  Yeah, sometimes I am preachy, but pretty much 97% of my writing here is directed at ME, not at any anonymous "sinners" out there.  I'm the worst of them all, you know.  Thinking that I have some kind of insight once in a while, letting my pride show.  Eh, anyway.  I'm sorry if it offends anyone.  What I wish...is that if it DOES offend someone, they tell me.  It's okay if we disagree.  I mean, you'll still be wrong and I'll still be right , but what kind of world would this be if we all saw things the same way?  We don't have to sever friendships over differing GUESSes about things no mortal can truly know.

Or maybe my photos of the park were offensive. 

This morning I wanted to write about growth spurts.  Going from a tall child to a short adult, as I did.  Six inches in one summer, even.  Growing only so much and then stopping.  Stopping short, for real.  Etc.  Emotional growth.  Not knowing you are hungry until you sit down at a banquet table, and find yourself famished.  Finding yourself nourished and growing again, rapidly, surprised.

But I am too tired.

And I wrote a poem this weekend about baudy trees doing stripteases for leering applauding hillsides.

But I am too tired to dig it out of the stack on my desk and post it.

I love autumn.

Did I tell you I am planning a homebirth?  Yeah.
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Posted 10/11/2004 11:52 AM by Kallikrates Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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that's awesome that you're planning a homebirth.  Looking to do a waterbirth or??

So happy for you L...soooo happy. :)

Posted 10/11/2004 11:52 AM by shovel - reply

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i thought your blog about God was beautiful. i think we might disagree on somethings but its nice to know that there are people out in the world who dont just soak up 'traditional' Christianity as its fed to them. its also nice to know that there are people who dont care if i believe something different from them, especially since i live in the Bible belt. anyway. im starting to ramble. i just meant to say thanks and have a nice week :)
Posted 10/11/2004 11:54 AM by crazybynature - reply

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Funny, whenever I blog about tennis, I lose subscribers.
Posted 10/11/2004 12:11 PM by officeconfidential Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Home Birth?  Awesome!
Posted 10/11/2004 12:24 PM by Whateva - reply

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I lose subscribers just *because*.  Actually, I've only lost one in the past few weeks and that's because Cappy has not turned up.

I'm still just tickled pink about your pregnancy!  :)

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Aww I think the fact you talk about God is awesome. If people don't like it, they don't have to read it...

HOME CHILD BIRTH?! Are you CaRaZy? lol... well good luck!!

Posted 10/11/2004 12:45 PM by wendygonewilder - reply

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Losing subscribers is not cool.  I wish I could master the art of getting subscribers.... then I could worry about keeping them! 

Posted 10/11/2004 12:46 PM by Halfy79 Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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I love that you talk about anything. An open-mindedness is probably one of the most beneficial traits a person can possess.

I did not know you were Blackfoot, very cool.

Posted 10/11/2004 12:59 PM by PunkDiva Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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A lot of people think its wrong to talk about God on xanga or anywhere else on the internet.. if they dont like it, then hey, that's their problem. I like how you talk about Him. :)

Hmm...I didn't know it was Columbus Day... :/

Posted 10/11/2004 1:01 PM by no_im_BECCA - reply

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*huggifies you*
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Homebirth!!  That is so amazing!  One of my friends did that with all 7 of her munchkins.  :)
Posted 10/11/2004 2:21 PM by neuroticfitchmom Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Homebirth, how very cool! I cant imagine anyone unsubbing becuase of your thoughts on the G man, that is totally silly.. but those folks probably need to go anyway!!
Posted 10/11/2004 2:46 PM by nunyabiznis - reply

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Yeah, when I was a little kid I was always like "isnt it kinda rude to celebrate Thanksgiving?" Dont get me wrong  Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday but to me it is about getting together with my family and having a big dinner to celebrate my birthday (nov 27) and listening to Christmas music for the first time that year. *grin*

I love Not A Pretty Girl. Ani RAWKS!

Posted 10/11/2004 3:25 PM by raistarr - reply

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well, the Spanish were the ones who raped, killed, and pillaged my native ancestors, but then the Americans stole the land from them... That's what Chairman Mao (to totally flip cultures) was getting at when he said "Political power grows out of the barrel of a gun."
Posted 10/11/2004 3:33 PM by kluless Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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Home birth?  That's interesting.
Posted 10/11/2004 3:56 PM by flodge01 Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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Sons are always taller than their mother...
Scientiffically proven fact!


If you measure a child at 5 years old (I think it's 5) they will be twice that height when they grow older...
'Nuther scientiffically proven fact!

These facts bought to you by Scientiffic_pixie.
Posted 10/11/2004 4:13 PM by pixie_taker - reply

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well actually im drooling over him!!! OW OW!
Posted 10/11/2004 4:47 PM by shikwentah - reply

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Congrats on your pregnancy!  I am so excited for you!  I have been out of town so only saw this now....
Posted 10/11/2004 4:54 PM by sorrowfulheart Xanga Premium Member - reply

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yes yes yes i was so offended by those park pictures. you really should just be ashamed.

Posted 10/11/2004 5:43 PM by X_naomi_X Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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I wonder if I would lose subscribers if I blogged about haggis?

I'm Buddhist but I can still appreciate your writings and musings and others.

People are fickle ... and you may be right, they may have unsubscribed for other reasons. Maybe when someone unsubscribes there should be an "Exit Interview"  ... by the way, I guess I don't keep up on how many people are subscribed or who leaves when. I'm just happy people read me! HA!
Posted 10/11/2004 6:24 PM by Tom Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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HOMEBIRTH????  OMG, now I am going to freak out..That makes me nervous, kinda like home schooling does...
Posted 10/11/2004 6:24 PM by onecrazymomma - reply

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I LOVE the way your mind works!!
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Waah, this is my third attempt to leave a comment.  Darn xanga.  Anyway, thank you for your support.  It means more than you know.  I thought you might be able to relate to my mother stuff.  Mine can be deputy insano.

It's so cool that you can use the daisy path thing for pregnancies!  Congrats!

Posted 10/11/2004 6:52 PM by turtle_dove Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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I find that very few have ever stuck with my blog (who do not know either me or my Wife in normal life), and I think part of that is because God is often a theme.  Anytime someone is a big part of your life, you naturally talk about them when you talk about yourself right?   Well, it is the same way- I find that God connects to most of what is going on in my life, and who I am.  And yes, it probably drives people away- I've never been popular.  My Wife did not comment God-oriented as often and her site had a pretty good following back when she was on.

Oh well.  I don't share on here to be popular, though people reading is always great- I do it to share with others.  But I do miss in-depth feedback at times.  Of course, sometimes no feedback is better than negative, right?

-Patrick

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