Determined to detach from that.
OK. Fine.
After observing for nearly a year, there is something I am quite sure.
Clearly, It is a proved unapproachable way.
Let go the dream, not going to convince myself anymore.
I used to be too optimistic.
Now, better believe the fact,
and let go the imagined hope.
May be God is closing the door for me.
Glad to be able to close.
I will give myself a quarter of the year to deal with that.
Yes, determined.
Free gracefully.
From now on, should learn to be consistent
and turn it to a habbit.
