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Original: 6/9/2005 1:36 PM
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
 I’m pretty new to this whole blog thing, and I’m not yet familiar with proper blogger etiquette. So I’m not sure if it’s considered gauche to blog about your own blog.

So please, under the excuse of ignorance, allow me to spend a few paragraphs blabbing about my blog.

I was thinking about why I bother to spend time blogging. Is it for the uncensored self expression? Sure. The sense of reaching out to others? Perhaps. The thrill of having others read what I write? I’m definitely guilty of that.

But recently I noticed that I do something peculiar with my blog, and I’m not quite sure what the motivation is.

I go back and edit my old entries.

I don’t rewrite or change content and meaning (although I once removed a posting all together), but I make teeny tiny changes. A word here a phrase there, edits that no one would ever notice.

I’ve edited postings that are weeks old to make them easier on the ear, even if the only ear it reaches is my own.

The only post I’ll never tamper with is my first one. I want to keep it as is. Besides, it still holds up pretty well.

There, that’s it. A boring blog entry, I know. But it was just a little observation and this seems like the most appropriate place to share it.


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Visit Sonja's Xanga Site!
Your blog is yours and you can do whatever you want with it. (That was your affirming thought of the day. You're welcome. )
Posted 6/9/2005 2:05 PM by Sonja - reply

Visit sonotcoolsdbo's Xanga Site!

a) This is your blog.  Talk away.
b)  I, in the past, have blabbed about my blog endlessly. 
c)  I like to privatize old entries and just leave up certain posts to, you know, create a mood or something. 
d)  If all else fails, create a manifesto.  I did.  (link)

Posted 6/9/2005 3:08 PM by sonotcoolsdbo - reply

Visit jhlavac's Xanga Site!
I've never noticed, Rapp.  Heck, who's reading your blog anyway?
Posted 6/9/2005 3:11 PM by jhlavac - reply

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I have done that.
Posted 6/9/2005 3:20 PM by sittingtyping Xanga Premium Member - reply

Visit iessejbo's Xanga Site!

ha- those Hlavacs are on FIRE today...

I have also at times gone back to edit my old entries- it's the little bit of OCD I have shining through... and I find no harm in it- it's the inner peace that it creates that makes it worthwile. Not quite perfection (obviously) but a complete thought being expressed *more* adequately (and in a way that doesn't make me cringe when I see "MISTAKES")

and I can also say I'm guilty of erasing (quite a few) old blog entries.  It was being abused and as a punishment I deprived my public of the chance to read and re-read and tell their friends... that was mostly for my own piece of mind- it had been read, the harm had been done, you know? 

So my final comment is: the blog is selfish in a self expressive way, and therefore like a medicine for your soul... or something like that. Should've just left that one off- oh well, soon it will be out of my hands.  Which also feels pretty good

"que cera cera"

Posted 6/9/2005 3:21 PM by iessejbo - reply

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"que cera cera" indeed...and the "medicine for the soul" comment was poetic and insightful...y'know like that book..."Chicken Soup for the Loser".

Posted 6/9/2005 5:04 PM by a_hlavac - reply

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don't we all blog only out of sheer selfishness? Isn't this quite the validation that total strangers find your life so interesting that we are compelled to read about it daily?
Posted 6/9/2005 5:14 PM by OneBadMother Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

Visit Kallikrates's Xanga Site!
You're polishing your legacy.
Posted 6/9/2005 5:36 PM by Kallikrates Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

Visit sonotcoolsdbo's Xanga Site!
ryc:  Indeed.  It's raining outside, and that garage just doesn't keep my vehicle dry. 
Posted 6/9/2005 8:06 PM by sonotcoolsdbo - reply

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I only correct misspellings.  And occasionally I'll change a post from "Public" to "protected" or I'll make "private" posts open to the public.  Changing a post is like getting a tattoo lasered off.  Don't do it, man!

And yeah, we're all attention whores like that.

Posted 6/9/2005 8:32 PM by KCowdrey - reply

Visit Jennifer_T's Xanga Site!

Thanks for stoppping by today and giving a few "sunsets"! Joel, as a non-denominational, pastor is great and growing more and more popular. I attend the live Lakewood Church service via the internet every Sunday morning, and I grew up in the Christian Church. 

Hmmm, I've never given much thought to my old posts. I may look back and say, "why on earth did I write that?". Oh well, I guess in my mind, what is done is done :)

I'll be back for some more reading ;)

Posted 6/9/2005 8:58 PM by Jennifer_T - reply

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as long as the meaning isn't changed....I used to keep journals as a kid.  After awhile, I'd go back and read what I had written.  One time I came across a journal that I had written at a very 'dark' time.  The memories were still too fresh and I ended up ripping it up and throwing it away.  I thought I would never want to be reminded of the past.  I now consider it one of the things I would change if I could go back in time.
Posted 6/10/2005 7:53 AM by ghoulia - reply

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It's "Chicken Soup for the Loser's Soul", Noodz...
Posted 6/10/2005 8:02 AM by jhlavac - reply

Visit rache's Xanga Site!

i read back sometimes and think good goddam but i'm funny.  self-affirmation, yo, it's the shit. 

Posted 6/10/2005 8:42 AM by rache - reply

Visit sonotcoolsdbo's Xanga Site!
This post reminds me of something ...

There is this one person, on Xanga, whose blog I read and sometimes I'll comment, but when I go back later, I find that she has changed the post completely. So, there sits my comment and it doesn't even apply, in any way, to what has been written. Aargh. Now THAT makes me crazy. I often wonder if she's just trying to get on Featured Content.
Posted 6/13/2005 3:51 PM by sonotcoolsdbo - reply

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Ohhh...you're cute....  :)
Posted 6/14/2005 10:14 AM by LadyMissP - reply

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Damn Rapp!  You're the most far-reaching of the OU GRADS.  I look up to and admire you
Posted 6/14/2005 6:14 PM by beerated - reply

Visit OneBadMother's Xanga Site!
RYC ~ single with no long-term prospects? Listen up, eff. You're HOT, smart, full of male attitude, funny as hell, and damn good-looking. Get outta yer hole and meet some women. Not the super-pretty ones, cause you won't like them and they can't make you happy, but meet some women. Baby, if i were single and close to your age, i'd be sharing my Jack Daniels with you every night. You are just too damn cool for a pity party, mister.
Posted 6/15/2005 12:05 PM by OneBadMother Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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you must be a diehard analyst lol
its ok, i am like that too
Posted 6/15/2005 1:47 PM by The_Siren_Cries - reply

Visit Sonja's Xanga Site!
I'm pressuring to publish --it's been nearly a week since your last blogging. People will lose interest.

Posted 6/15/2005 3:09 PM by Sonja - reply


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