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Sunday, April 22, 2007

A not-so-light Jew U

 This past week, I was lucky enough to be in Warsaw, Poland for work.  I extended my trip for one extra day and signed up to take a “Jewish Heritage Tour” of Warsaw.

What I saw, read, and heard shook the essence of my soul, and just writing this post has rattled me again.  But, I feel compelled and obligated to share my experience.

Some brief background:

During World War II, when Nazis controlled Poland, the Jews of Warsaw were forced to live in a walled-in area known as the Warsaw Ghetto.  The population reached nearly 500,000 at its peak.

By the end of the war, only 2,000 were left, found tucked away in underground hideouts.  

My tour stopped at the very few remnants of the ghetto and at the memorials and monuments of those who died and those who fought in vain against the Nazi forces.

The most famous Warsaw Ghetto monument.

Dan at the Memorial

This is largest of all the memorials in Warsaw and that’s me in front of it.  

It memorializes Mordachi Anielewicz, who led the Jewish revolt against the Germans, and those who fought with him.  Starving and armed with almost nothing, the Jews of the Ghetto couldn’t stave off the Nazi’s superior weaponry.

In the end, Nazis burnt down nearly every building and bunker and the commander in charge declared that “The Jewish quarter of Warsaw no longer exists.”

Those Jews who did not die in battle took a two-hour train ride to Treblinka, the “local” concentration camp.

The Warsaw Ghetto revolt began on April 19.  My visit was on April 20.  As such, there were memorial services at most of the monuments the day before and fresh flowers were often left behind.  

The red and white flowers – the colors of Poland – were placed by Poles.  The blue and white flowers were placed by Israelis who came to Warsaw to honor the heroes who fought so bravely.

Mass grave

Jewish cemetery - mass grave

Jewish cemetery - mass grave

Years after the war had ended, local Jews discovered something horrible at the Jewish cemetery:  A mass grave where the Nazis had dumped and burned their victims.

That area is now covered with grass and weeds.  Its perimeter is marked with stones with a black stripe across the top.

The Children's Memorial

Jewish cemetery - children's memorial

This is a memorial for the 1 million Jewish children who died during the Holocaust.  The stones leading up to it form the shape of a menorah.

On the wall are a few verses of the poem, “The Little Smuggler.”  It’s about the Jewish children who would sneak out of the Ghetto to beg for bits of food and bring them back for their families. (The daily allocation of food to the Jews in the Ghetto averaged 184 calories.)

The poem, written from the voice of a child, ends:
Only one worry besets me
Lying in agony; so nearly dead
Who’ll care for you tomorrow
Who’ll bring you, dear Mom,
a slice of bread

Those words struck me so intensely at the time, I couldn’t – or wouldn’t – take a picture of the engraving.  And now, as I type it, tears again drip down my cheeks.

One of the most famous stories from the Warsaw Ghetto

Jewish cemetery - Korczaka 1

Jewish cemetery - Korczaka 2

A memorial to Janusz Korczak, a teacher who headed an orphanage that housed 200 children.  The Nazis ordered him to request in writing the removal (death) of the children from the orphanage.  This would allow the Nazis to put the blame on Korczak rather than accept it themselves.

Korczak refused and accompanied the children on the train to the concentration camp, Treblinka.

Remnants of the wall that enclosed the Ghetto

Warsaw Ghetto wall

This is one of the two remaining segments of the wall that enclosed the Warsaw Ghetto.  

Look closely and you may see that two bricks have been removed... one is in Yad Vashem, the Holocaust memorial and museum in Israel.  The other is in another Holocaust museum, but sadly, I forgot which one.

Quote/unqote, hospital

"Hospital" / Sorting center for Jewish woment

The Nazis called this building a hospital (like they called the gas chambers “showers”), but it was actually used to sort Jewish women.  

Some would be used as labor, others would be sent to the death camps.  The train station to the Treblinka concentration camp was conveniently located right next door.

Today, this building is used as a school for economics.

Train station

Train station

At the time of the Ghetto, the train station was just a little wooden structure. The train made only one stop:  The concentration camp in Treblinka.  

Now, in its place, is a memorial to all the people who rode the train.  Since no one knows the names of all the people who were sent to the camps from this station, the monument lists common Jewish first names of people who were surely sent to their deaths.

There’s something eerily moving about listing just first names.  

Instead of seeing the name of a stranger you never knew, you see yourself and your loved ones.  It’s as if you’re looking at your own tombstone.

DanielJonathanBenjamin

I would have been sent to Treblinka.  
   My brother Jonathan would have been sent to Treblinka.  
      My brother Benjamin would have been sent to Treblinka.

Warsaw's only remaining synagogue

The only surviving synagogue in Warsaw

Inside the synagogue

My tour ended at the only synagogue remaining in all of Warsaw.

I asked my guide why the Nazis had destroyed every other synagogue, but spared this one.

Her answer:  The Nazis used it as a stable for their horses.

But, on a positive note, the synagogue is still in use today.  People gather, worship, and celebrate.  The Torah is read weekly.  

The synagogue stands as a symbol of defiance.

“Never forget.”

A few months ago, Iran hosted a conference to debate whether the Holocaust ever took place.  People from nearly every Arab nation (and several non-Arab nations) attended.  

Iran’s leading newspaper sponsored a contest to find the “best” political cartoon about the Holocaust.

The people who actually lived through the Holocaust are dying of old age.  Soon, they won’t be able to tell first-hand what they experienced, making it easier for people to deny the Holocaust, or to say it wasn’t really that bad as “we” make it out to be.

As a Jew, it’s my duty to remember and to retell.  

The Holocaust did happen.  And it pushed the limits of what humans can imagine and the limits of what they can bear.

And yet, we are still here.  Fewer than before, but still living, praying, loving, teaching, learning … existing.

“Am Yisrael Chai.”  The People of Israel live.

Thanks for reading.

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Thank you for sharing.  I can imagine how soul-shaking it is to be there.
Posted 4/22/2007 8:30 PM by saneinsanity - reply

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Reading this actually sent shivers down my spine - what a haunting time in our history. It disgusts me how some people deny the existance of the holocaust, its like they are devaluing the lives lost and the suffering all over again. And that poem - wow.....

Posted 4/22/2007 8:43 PM by seriouslydudewheresmycar - reply

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What really infuriated me about the ghetto uprising, as I heard it, was that they rose up expecting support from oncoming Russian troops. But instead the Russians stopped, some say to let the rebels become eradicated. Just one more sad chapter.

I've been to the Holocaust museum in D.C., but even as intense as it is, the museum can't compare to being where (unfortunate) history happened. And is there a more ludicrous bunch than Holocaust deniers? Ridiculous, insensitive, outlandish.

Thank you very much for this entry. As you noted, important to remember.
Posted 4/22/2007 8:49 PM by TimsHead Xanga True Member - reply

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Your post is overwhelmingly. I can't imagine the feeling of spiritual connection you felt, going to visit such an important place of your religion but you've written about it very well. Floored. I'm floored still trying to understand why so many died and so many were responsible. How easy is it to take one life or millions? How easy is it to convince others to do it for you in the name of the greater good no matter how insidious? Thank you for sharing.
Posted 4/22/2007 8:58 PM by Lenore_Happenstance Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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thank you for sharing.
Posted 4/22/2007 9:27 PM by theoldkatiereturns - reply

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I think it's amazing that you had the opportunity to see these places with your own eyes, I can't imagine how moving that must have been for you.
Posted 4/22/2007 9:49 PM by Kallikrates Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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It is so good of you to share this with us. I cannot imagine how you must have felt composing it or being there, but I am very appreciative that you did both.

You know most things about war I do not want memorials for, but this is different. This wasn't people fighting each other. This was systematic dehumanization at the most extreme. Nobody should be able to forget that. It could happen again. It's everyone's duty to remember even if we weren't there.

I was reading some statistics about what the world's religious populations are. There were two charts. One was now and one was if the holocaust had not happened. It's just shocking every time to see the exponential difference that made. In this world today bigger is better is... you know, well those numbers they hit big. 6 million people could have had so many children. Sorry. Just rambling.

I am fascinated by the history but each time I get to this part I have trouble. I do not want to be fascinated with this, I want to remember it though.

Those first names are very effective at that train station.

Glad you are back safely and that you made the best of your time in Poland. Thank you so much for posting this and taking us there.
Posted 4/22/2007 9:53 PM by Boowasborn Xanga True Member - reply

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thank you for sharing this.. i cant imagine how hard that must have been.

its so very important to remember and tell and re-tell these stories.

as a people.. we have been persecuated in the past, in the present, and sadly we will most likely again in the future.

i just hope that its things like this.. and people like you.. that will keep telling the stories.. so maybe we can somehow prevent this kind of horror from ever happening again.

Posted 4/22/2007 10:56 PM by drika Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Thank you very much for sharing this very personal experience with us.

Posted 4/22/2007 11:01 PM by Wissh Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Wow...

I wish I could say more, but words just wouldn't do it justice.

Posted 4/22/2007 11:01 PM by toxicned Xanga True Member - reply

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Thank you for such an important and moving post.
Posted 4/22/2007 11:23 PM by RedHairedVxn - reply

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all i can think of
are the tears i shed at the Anne Frank house when i was 12
i made sure both my BOYS read the book
so they would know

i dont think i could go to any of the sites of the camps..
i "feel " things
i think it would be too much to feel the pain that would radiate there

ofcourse it happened...shamefully and sadly

and how i wish it had not

humankind must remember...

never again
Posted 4/22/2007 11:43 PM by Jaz Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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ryc: About your one. I have been pondering that too. All it takes for evil to triumph is for good men to say nothing, but when is it time to speak? What is too little? You know it started with tiny things that got into people's minds as being OK. No big deal. And it built. But anyone who would have said something about those little things, would they have been heeded? Shoot, in Night Moshe the town beadle was an eye witness and they did not want to believe him. They scorned him for telling the truth and warning them.

So I worry. What is too small?

It's really been bugging me. I see how people rank friends on MySpace you know? And a few weeks back I started thinking that in doing that we are ranking people, our friends even. How does one rank a human? Is that too far? Anyway, it really started to freak me out that the majority of people in what amounts to the 11th largest country in the world according to its population is, for the most part, all cool with ranking human beings. Am I nuts? I think that is so crazy. It is wrong. I know it is wrong. But just wait. I will thought petty and nuts for believing it.

Anyhow, I looked up and found the code to mask the friends module there so I don't have to rank people. I know some people do not pay attention to that, but if anyone has ever moved those icons, they did it for a reason and they did it publicly too. That's a desensitization micro scale.

And there are other foundations that scare me about the current trend toward dehumanization. Yesterday's ruling. Ginsberg's dissent is strong and I love her! Here is the link to it. Gonzales v. Carhart. They banned something because it was the safest. Our government is now in the business of punishing people before they commit crimes by making them take unnecessary risks. And they are bold about it too.

Here on xanga something as tiny as stars do it. It defaults to an unkindness. I see nobody has given you stars for this very poignant entry. At least not yet. But how sick is that? To rate a person. "Oh, I'll just give her reflection 3 stars. She was too repetitive in wanting to die."

I don't know who is going to be the target but we are setting up a consciousness of cruelty and we don't even realize it. Will it be the Jews again? There's evidence you noted. Or will it be hose as yet unknown? See? I am nuts hunh? I'll stop.

Two: I knew that but I forgot. Thank you for reminding me. Another reason to be on edge that day. I am glad you marked it in such a way.


Three: Dude, I am in techolove. And I got the wireless working too.
Posted 4/23/2007 12:08 AM by Boowasborn Xanga True Member - reply

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Thanks for sharing your experience - all of us reading this can tell how difficult both the experience and your retelling has been for you. I promise not to forget, and more importantly, not to let my children forget either.
Posted 4/23/2007 12:20 AM by Shahrazad1973 Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Wandered in from Boo's site...

Magnificent post here - truly amazing, and... humbling. All the problems in our current time and yet it is all so minor compared to this horror. 

Thank you for sharing.

Posted 4/23/2007 12:33 AM by Latro331 - reply

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Thanks for sharing this. I pray we never forget.
Posted 4/23/2007 2:23 AM by Camping_Diva - reply

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Wow, what a great post. I was overwhelmed by the Jewish history of Prague when I was there.
Posted 4/23/2007 4:36 AM by kissthewitch Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Only one worry besets me
Lying in agony; so nearly dead
Who’ll care for you tomorrow
Who’ll bring you, dear Mom,
a slice of bread

that really saddnend me. i also saw some pics of the skeletal state of the prisoners. i was nearly in tears,the stsae of these people was a compelete shock for me ... it's disgusting what happened in the war. and wanting to blame the deaths of those children on a teacher who wass caring for them...sick..

Posted 4/23/2007 4:39 AM by chi_nympetaminE - reply

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In college I spent considerable time studying the history of the Holocaust and during that time I had the pleasure (mainly because they had made it out and were standing there before me) of listening to many survivors who lived locally. The enormity of the horrors of that historical event often feels incomprehensible. The duration which it was allowed to go on is unbelievable. The most frightening part being that intolerance like that is still abundant in our world.

A wonderful post.
Posted 4/23/2007 7:55 AM by rubyblue123 Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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The more people that see, for themselves, the better.  As time removes us from the Holocaust, it seems that more people in Poland are willing to acknowledge what happened (this is very important).  The only synagogue that's left in Krakow was used as a rubbish dump: there's next to no Jews there to use it any more.  There used to be dozens of synagogues in Krakow: all over Poland.  The immensity of what the Nazis did is mindboggling.

Posted 4/23/2007 8:17 AM by pink_hebe - reply

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It's horrifying to know what human beings are capable of doing to one another through hate and fear.  I pray our children's children know the truth and never forget, lest the horror happens again. 

Thank you for carrying the message of truth and sharing your experience with us. 

Posted 4/23/2007 8:56 AM by ChaosMoon Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Unreal. 

I don't even have words...

xo

Posted 4/23/2007 9:04 AM by teawithtrees Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Thank you for sharing.  We all need to be reminded. 
Posted 4/23/2007 10:29 AM by theLioness - reply

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I can't imagine knowing that had I lived there at that time, I too would have endured that horror.  I've been to a few different Holocaust museums/memorials and each time it gave me a feeling that's honestly indescribable.  What an unspeakable tragedy.
Posted 4/23/2007 10:29 AM by Dainty8 - reply

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Wow.  This is quite a post. 

Why is there barbed wire on top of the children's memorial?

Posted 4/23/2007 10:32 AM by thinlizzy17 - reply

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