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0. Name: Stephanie
1. Are you a boy/ girl? Girl
2. Age: 17 18 20
3. Age you began to cut: 13 9
4. Does anyone know you cut? Most people do. Everyone No one knows that I still do it
5. Does your parent(s)/ guardian(s) know? Yes, but they don't do shit about it.
6. Have you ever burnt or bruised yourself? Yes.
7. Do you think that you are depressed? I'm positive that I am.
8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? It's a possibility.
9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)? mildly
10. Do you have any other disorders? yep... too many to list
11. Do you have an eating disorder? not anymore. not at the moment
12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) No, I took myself off of them
13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury
attempt? Nope Yes... But it was mainly because I attempted suicide
14. Have you tried to commit suicide? Yes...Hasn't everyone? Multiple times
15. How? Overdose, slit wrists, jump off a building, drown, hang myself, get run over slit thighs, stabbed myself in the chest
16. Does anyone know that you tried? Yes...A lot of people, actually.
17. Are you or have you ever been abused in any way? Yes.
18. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? yes
20. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? Not anymore I drink pretty much all the time now I rarely drink anymore... It's not a good coping method
21. Do you think of cutting as a good or bad thing? it's both good and bad Mostly I see it as a bad thing now...
22. Do you wish you could stop? Sometimes. yes I pray that I won't ever feel the urge to again.
23. Do you wish to stop in the future? Maybe...Only if the quality of my life improves, which I doubt it will. yes
24. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting? Before I'm usually crying and doing that sobbing thing where I nearly pass out from lack of oxygen (hyperventilating) ...During the act the crying subsides and I focus on each slash...After I feel...Hmmm, sometimes relieved, sometimes worse. Depends.
25. When you cut does it hurt? Sometimes...Depends how depressed and upset I am and what I use to cut. no... It never hurts It hurts all the time, but no worse then the reason I'm doing it
26. Do you bandage your cuts? Never. only sometimes
27. Where do you most normaly cut? lower arms, but not anymore. lower arms... but there have been other places Thighs. It's easier to hide it there
28. Please describe it. Depends how depressed I am. Sometimes they're deep, sometimes just a lot of them spread out over a few inches of my skin.
29. Are you alone? most of the time Now, yes
30. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you? My special knife I branded. lol. No, it sleeps by me sometimes I carry it I usually use a razor blade... but I don't carry it
31. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? yeah
32. What have you used to injure yourself? Razor blades, knives, exacto knives, paper clips, sewing needles, pen, lighters, matches, myself, boxcutters, hairbrushes, glass
33. How do you feel about your cuts/scars, do they tell a story? I used to love them. They tell a story. I hate them... all of them... but they tell a story better than I think I could
34. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars? Yes.
35. What did you tell them? the truth depends on the people
36. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? Usually only friends who seriously care and want me to stop or friends who cut themselves. they see them despite whether I show them or not
37. Have you ever designed a cut (make it decorative or in a certain shape)? Yes. 38. Are your cuts lines or in rows, or designs? Some are lines, some are designs, some are rows, some are just patches of scar tissue or scab because the cuts blend together to make one huge gash. some are words
39. Have you ever cut too deep? Never
40. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? yes... plenty of times I have, but not so much anymore
41. Do you go to therapy? I used to want to I did until it was taken away from me again... I stopped going... I thought I was better
42. Do you have trust issues? YEAH I'm not sure anymore
43. Do you sit in corners? sometimes
44. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? Most of my friends either used to cut or still do. I don't try to hang out with those people anymore
45. Are you addicted to cutting? I used to be... maybe I still am... I think I am... I am, but I don't want to be anymore |
| | Posted 7/6/2006 7:56 PM - 6 views - 1 comments
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