Thursday, February 14, 2008
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我的情人節
情人節，很不一樣。
身邊的人遇到不同的事，自己的世界又好像闊了一點。
一位朋友的母親過身，另一位朋友剛知道他有癌症，還有十個月。這些朋友，同我差唔多大。
兩個消息都是從第三者得知的，在網上聯絡了這位病人朋友，但另一位朋友我還未找。
發覺，還有太多東西是我不懂得應對的，是我不懂得面對的。還有無盡的事情我不敢踏前去讓自己有份，讓自己參與，甚至只是朋友的事。除了哭和寫下自己哭的理由之外，我的確無o野叻。
無數次想email/打電話/ sms ...... i just cant find the right words to start the conversation...
我還是年輕或是已老了？媽媽在我這個年齡已經有個四歲的女兒，爸爸也結婚年幾了。很難想像我這個扮晒野又未讀晒書既o靚妹結左婚仲要有個女。很難想像我的生活有這麼多東西。
昨天Des說她好適合不結婚，而我就從來沒有想過我不結婚。但話說回頭，我又能想像到我結婚嗎？我又能想像到呢個世界上有另一個人頂得住我，仲要一齊行？Amazing.
我的生老病死結婚生仔......情人節不是突然變得好細嗎？
p.s.也正因為發生的事，我寄了些禮物給幾個外國朋友。我就是剛想起，我就是覺得似乎對朋友表示 "i care" 是要爭取的。Things can happen and you can have no more chances to say just a little "i care".
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Comments (2)
the above are your indications of growth
ya, i agree with you, we always needa step out and pay effort in the relationships around us.
Jan, in my eyes you are always the unique one!
The same old song always goes: God has a unique purpose in you, that's so true right?
I am also always think of my wedding, though I dont know when~
but I am preparing. I know GOD will prepare the most suitable one of me~
I know. I have faith in HIM.
How about you Jan?
prayer support~ grow up in HIM together~