Sometimes the world will make me cry.
Not because circumstances are worse,
Only because I need to cry.
The world helps me along.
Tonight I drove home on a peaceful back road.
I drove slowly, and with care, mindful the day's events had left me frustrated
Tired. Needing succor
Near a garden, I slowed further
Pussy cat crossing the road,
Beautiful black tiger.
Mowed down by the man headed south
In the flat matte blue Ford pick up
I saw it happen.
I saw the result.
He was going to drive on.
I backed into the driveway of the house next to the garden.
It was not their cat.
The man with the flat matte blue Ford pick up stayed
Until I ascertained they were not the owners
He left.
The people in the house
Helped me take care of poor pussycat's warm, soft body.
It was a quick death for the kitty.
While helping to move the corpse from the onslaught of rural traffic
On the first warm night of the wet, wet spring
A bee stung me on my cheekbone.
I drove away, the hot bite raised mark burning my skin.
I stopped. I cried. I recomposed
I came home and cried some more
Hugged my dogs
Pet my cats
Mourned that tabby cat gone somewhere else.
Prayed no one would be missing their sleek, beautiful cat.
There were no other houses to check.
The world made me cry today.
It knew I needed to.
I am better for it.
Blessings abound |