If I were anyone else, would you have cut me loose by now,
Or is it the potential you see beneath the damage that anchors us?
If I worked any less diligently, would you return the effort to me,
Or is my work energizin…
I‘ve been tagged by eFairy. I‘m not much of a videophile, but I‘ll give it my best shot.
* Total number of films I own on DVD/video
About fifty. I don’t know exactly how many, because I’m too flippin’ tired to stand…
I've got a butt load of paperwork to do. i'll return after I do it. Blessings abound
TWO HOURS LATER:
Our heroine has slaved away for two hours and only two charts remain to be done. One is a rather complicated adm…
I am a tired little twerp. Made eight visits today, two of which were admissions, one IV antibiotic that was given push and not pump, some cardiovascular assessments, some wound care- which did not gross me out and one …
Hi Ho! Hi Ho! Off to Home Health I Go!
A little while later.......
And now I am back from Home Health. No visits for me tonight- just phone calls to schedule visits. I've one admission to check on tonight by phone an…
I retire into my glass of wine, same fizzy strawberry tickling the tongue as it did in high school. Only the name has changed to make it more marketable. I read, I cry and I wait. Always, the waiting. Waiting in the …
Fatigue falls upon me, potato sacking to the ground.
Drags me back to the deep covers where I furrow within, waiting for growth,
waiting for the hoe to mound around me sweet, warm earth so I may grow again,
ever high…
My life right now seems to be revolving around two extremes: Me and Them.
It's not always clear who I am these days. It would seem that They should be obvious- my sons, my boss, my husband. Dig a little deeper, though…
There's really not much I can write about Sunday. It is intensely internal at this point and I need to digest more before I can write about it. Suffice it to say, it was wonder-full. And crampy and all those good thing…
It was wonderful. I'll write more when I can settle for a bit. Blessings abound
I will be at an all day yoga retreat tomorrow. There's no talking at all from just before I go to bed til tomorrow afternoon at five pm. I'm looking forward to it. No radio, no computer, no verbal intercourse. Starti…
One of my old stoner friends called last night. Wants me to come sing with her band tonight and get high. I have other plans, thank god, Or I'd probably be tempted. I can't do that anymore. It drags me down and I can…
I am tired and though I find the concept of lying abed with The Chief, I am repelled by the absolute physicality. I feel like an overripe kumquat, ready to burst.
If you come to me stupid, I will raze you cowering…
I'm sitting here doing what I do best- well, one of the things, really-procrastinating.
I should pay out some bills. But between the income tax return coming in and tomorrow's paycheck from The Chief being deposited …
I had an interesting day orienting at Home Health. I felt very jittery- partly due to lack of sleep, partly due to the high test coffee on an empty stomach. The things that made me uncomfortable in the utmost were the …
I stayed up until 0230 this morning reading and being restless. Today, I go to Home Health for a four hour, "Bring-'er-up-speed" orientation. This is the third time I will work for this organization in twelve years. …
Pray tell: Where is Trace Adkins when I need someone to tell me I'm One Hot Mama and my spouse is lost in Salem's Lot?
It's Sunday. A big breakfast has been cooked and eaten, and now we're all just relaxing. I'm a gonna enjoy this.
Blessings abound
I am in an interesting place in my life today.
I am feeling peace. No need to go into peace about what. It's all pervasive, soothing, salving peace. I'm all right in this moment and I am savoring it. I am grateful…
I just visited a site where the advertising banner told me I'd just won free gas for a year.
Hate to tell them this, but I've been a winner all my life.
Blessings abound
Maternal guilt works both ways.
Lately, I've noticed my liver talking to me. It's been trying to get my attention for months. Subtle little twinges under my right rib cage are telling me it's time for a liver cleans…
Another day without work. Part of me thinks I should be upset about the money. The rest of me is saying," Hey, Enjoy it while you can! The sun is shining the birds are chirping and you've got Gert's steam cleaner for r…
Nightintotheglass implores: "Someone, please, please, please explain to me what this big attraction is to Sponge Bob Square Pants.
SpongeBob SquarePants appeals because he is symbolic of Everyman's struggle in a sea …
I should be in better spirits than I am. But I'm not. I should be happy that my son thought enough of me to surprise me on Mother's Day by driving all the way here from Purchase to walk in the door and surprise me. I …
FISH GOTTA SWIM, BIRD GOTTA FLY, DOG GOTTA PEE
Has something happened to the nature of dog urine in the last few decades? Something hideous and heinous, designed to melt the brain of a thinking male (oxymoron) and diss…
No poetry to move my soul in a while, No soaring joy, No elation,
Only waiting
For the Spirit to move me, direct me, guide me.
No words to type upon the page, No page really if I think about Technology
Merely blank s…
It's National Nurse's Day.
Blessings abound
OK, if I wasn't irritated before, I certainly am now.
Xanga won't let me put any of my pictures on this entry, and quite frankly, it is not helping me maintain a zen-like state. I want what I want and I want it NOW!
A…
My shoulders taped down, I watch one half hour's worth of creating vanish in a puff of xanga smoke.
If that's the worst thing that happens today, than it's been a good day.
Cool, damp green spring night
No peepers pee…
Here's an interesting twist to the work situation:
No, they didn't need me this morning, but now the other nurse's mother-in-law is being admitted to the hospital in a few hours. Suddenly, it's can you come in earlier?…
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Sounds more like a type of underwear if you ask me.
Sometimes it's really nice to do the house work in the nude. I live in an area where I don't have to worry (too) much about people looking in the windows seeing my naked Buddha body bopping in the kitchen scenting the f…
"May Day is Lei Day in Hawaii
Garlands of Flowers Every Where..."
I wish I could remember the name of this song or the rest of the words. I tried to do a Google search to find the l…
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