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  • I used to be her. Bright of eye, Brilliant of smile Wedding maiden, New mother fresh from the birth of the younger, Holding them both in my arms. Older, a little grayerStill with the smile but the eyes not so brigh…
  • What a day. Rolling along on waves of emotion, enjoying the simple things and now I am hungry and exhausted. Supper is cooking- Cod with onions, mango and chives with a touch of maple butter. Rice. A salad. I'm looki…
  • He was there. Staring at the window once in a while, he was obviously attending to something more important than me and mine inside. He was searching for something. His head rotated slowly from side to side, takin…
  • I made it to the gym today. It's the second time this week I've put in an appearance and worked out. It seems to be helping my pulled psoas to ride the spin bikes. I'm sure it's helping my efforts at weight loss. Th…
  • My neighbor is affecting me. I'm seeing her for Home Health. She and her husband have been acquaintances- neighbors a mile down the road is close around here. Her husband and my husband attend the same church. Recent…
  • The good news: Beloved Firstborn is back. The bad news: I'm stuck at work with no patients( and obviously no patience!) and my work done. I have to stick around for phone triage. By that time, Dyls will have returne…
  • My friend loves brick walls. He finds them in people. He finds them in situations. He has a knack for recognizing them everywhere but within himself. I watch him looking for the brick walls and finding them so …
  • Once more two laughing lovers no longer worn down by life's cares. I missed your hot smooth skin, damp with the two of us. I missed you being with me, only me, without the fire department and my patients joining us i…
  • There are times when conversations with members of my family of birth are not unlike being a fox in a steel leg-hold trap: To try and change the course of the inevitable outcome is only more futile than trying to c…
  • At times I am amazed at the contradictions of my self. I revelled in my hermitage this weekend. In the next breath, I am exhorting someone to keep engaging others, to share compassion by reaching out. By the next few …
  • Can I believe it? Two full days at home with nowhere to go. No wanting to go anywhere. YES, I can and do believe. A frigid spring dusting of raindrops accompanied by blustery wind. A good day for strong, dark coffee, …
  • So gloriously delicious to be home. Alone with no one to speak with. No one to take care of, no one to interact with. Just the pooches, the cats and me. It's gray and overcast outside, a portent of chilling rain t…
  • Once More Home From Physical Therapy. Fist throbbing from within my groin. Sonofabitch! That hurts! Time to refrain from helping. Ahhh! Couch! I'm Resting The ones highlighted in yellow are my bestest frien…
  • Lately, the doctor I work with has been taking time off. I pretty much follow her schedule. So when there's one doctor in the office with two nurses, there's usually not enough work for us both. Today I have the after…
  • It's slower than death at the Doctor's office this afternoon. Confusion over schedules and paitients calling in odd waves of activity leaves us with an afternoon of work caught up. Riding the waves of activity and lull…
  • Spike tapdances on the kitchen floor. His claws tap-a tap-tap on the faded, worn linoleum. Punctuating the pacing taps of his functioning three legs are the hearty pants he knows will rouse me from this chair. The chi…
  • If you wanted to hurt me, your silence had the desired effect. I tried to meet you half-way, speak your language. Instead you were stone mute to my pleas. I feel now that there is no where for us to travel together.…
  • I was so looking forward to having a nice couple of hours with husband. He was late getting home due to some overtime at work. He wasn't in the door more than thrity seconds when his pager went off. Somebody's wood st…
  • Guess who finally figured out how to fit wall paper into her blog? One day I couldn't do it - the next day Voila! I did my rounds for Home Health again today. People for the most part were annoyed because they couldn't…
  • Happy Easter blessings abound
  • After typing the last blog, I went around and read three of the more nurturing blogs on my SIR- they're all mommies, by the way. I felt my self shift from needy to nurturing. These three women put out an energy that wi…
  • Nothing like a little procrastination before work. I'm still in my pajamas, haven't even put the water on for tea, and I'm escaping into cyberspace to escape my current reality. I'm having my morning muscle spasms, nee…
  • HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US 16 YEARS BLESSINGS ABOUND
  • There's a strange man sleeping in the green wing-back recliner. He is my younger son. Tonight I met him again. This time he is even more manly than when he was at home during Christmas break. I remember the time my …
  • Busier than a one armed paper hanger. Blessings abound
  • A friend of mine was recently lamenting the lack of sexual activity in her household. It's a long standing issue. They both love each other, but her drive is much stronger than his. What to do when one's beloved is le…
  • I am so missing my sons tonight. Boy Wonder comes home for a small break starting Wednesday. I'll get to spend Thursday evening with him. I have to work the weekend, so I'll have to relish what time I do get to have w…
  • I Adore this man
  • For want of a bit of passion in my life, I've not had the zeal to write, and write well, here of late. I've been pouring my writing skills into my monologue and performance class. I've "re" learned some things about my…
  • I must brush up on my English to Labrador language skills. It seems that when I say," Good girl! Good dog for pooping outside!" she hears it as, " Go run around in the woods and swamp as much as you want!" When I say, …
  • I continue to putter and heal. I must be getting better as I can sleep for longer periods in one position. And then the burning pain happens again, and I awaken. It looks like snow here in the mountains. The sun va…
  • I've had a lovely three days, doing almost nothing but sleeping. I'm still needing muscle relaxants and pain killers, but the use of them both is tapering away. This is a good thing. However, I'm still not in good eno…

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