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still extremely sick. i cant take it anymore. sometimes i think that i just want to die. Ive been trying to be strong but it hurts. I cant stop crying and i feel like all the life has been drained out of me and i cant ha…
Thusrday... early dismissal. Hung out with Allison, Chad, Rob, Amanda, Joe, and i think thats it. DDRed and karaoke and stuff. Friday... 2 hour delay for school. After school, Jess took ym bus home and Dave took Joe's bu…
well i just did the most fun and insane thing in the world!!! okay so joe comes over with his money for the green day concert. Steve was planning on giving his money, like he had the fifty dollars with him and everything…
you must make a comment of a memory you have of me.it can be anything you want,just so long as it happened.then post this to your xanga.see what people remember about you.... You Know You're Addicted to DDR W…
well yesterday was a bad day until about 5 00 when i called joe. his family was talking about me. lol. anyways i was invited to go to megans house to watch a movie. so thats what i did. bill drove us. when we got there, …
Beauty is an experience, nothing else. It is not a fixed pattern or an arrangement of features. It is something felt, a glow or a communicated sense of fineness. What ails us is that our sense of beauty is so bruised and…
last night wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. i was just really upset yesterday because i needed to patch a few things up yesterday and i found out within minutes that i wouldnt be able to. And everything i saw, hear…
im am going to my aunt jenn and uncle paul's house today to watch their daughter, my cousin, Elezabeth, until some time tomorrow because my baby cousin, Pauley, has a repiratory disease and is in the hospital. I dont kno…
okay well we left yesterday at 4 30. Dave showed off his new phone and we woke up amanda. Then we left. Amanda got shotgun...grr! Then when we got to their apartment, Dave forgot to teach me how to skank. So i still cant…
ok well the concert tonight was soooooooo amazing. byfar, it is my favorite concert so far. I will write about it tomorrow because i am so tired right now. But it was amazing!!!!!!!! Holy crap!! I cant wait until Green D…
i always wondered why someones xanga would show up at the top of my subscriptions list and then when i would look at it.. it would have the same thing i read like the day before. Then i realized that even if you post a p…
ok well i went back to school today. it was alright. my voice would come back and then leave every one in a while. it was on and off for the whole day. drama is goign to be amazing. practicing for the scene from The Brea…
today wasnt that bad. even though i was sick again. last night i took NyQuil and i was out until 11 00 this morning! ahh it felt good to sleep. so when i woke up i went downstairs and watched The Breakfast Club. Then i l…
Im not okay. chaos controls my mind. literally.
Wow this sucks. Ive been home all day.. sick. Why did i get sick all of a sudden? Very strange. Well im grounded because of laundry AGAIN! ugh... i guess ill just never learn but whatever. School is a questionable task f…
Today is Valentines Day. Oh well. Ill write later. Im gonna go eat my Cinnamon Toast Crunch Now. lol.
ok so today was pretty fun. woke up and cleaned a little bit. Then took a shower. Then Joe came over and we hung out on my couch for a little bit. Then Chewy, Joe, and I walked to the mall to meet up with Dan. We split u…
ok so today was by far the best day of my life. i woke up and played DDR with Aubrey and Brandon, then John came over and i took Brandon to Wawa. Some bodage time. It was really cute. We were reating gummy worms and shar…
ok well i woke up at 7 56. layed in bed until 8 11. lol. now im really tired. ugh. but still very excited about tonight! woot!
ok well tonight was fun. joe came over after school. and we stayed at my house for a long time lol. he ate dinner over and my fmaily was clapping and making funny noises with the lemon stuff. hahaha. then we had stawberr…
its amazing!! something interesting happened. well.. joe and bill stopped by and i saw joes hair cut!! its so cute.. but really short! crazy stuff...jk.. but anyways joe helped me make brandons box for valentines day car…
ok so last night i played DDR for most of the night. Went to bed at 8 00 after i wrote 2 poems. Forgot my poem book at home under my pillow...oops! so i just hope nobody read it. 8 days until Goldfinger Concert! Im sp sp…
ok well today was alright... i was madd tired! i saw the video for My Chemical Romance.. Im Not OK. It was so funny. But the lead singer is creepy looking. lol. um jess and nikki are freinds again thank the good lord abo…
alright well last night's ski trip was the last one. so sad. it was extremely fun! Except for the part when Josh puked on the ride up.... Nate was taking pictures of it and stuff.. it was soo sick! Umm so i got all weird…
i love it! things are, once again, amazing! im so happy. and things cant be any more perfect. Saturday is gonna be so kick butt! and im really excited. i cant wait. i love you jess! yeah so today in english erik made a s…
ok so this morning i woke up at about 9 30 AM and i began cleaning at about 9 30 AM. hint hint-since i woke up. And i didnt realy stop cleanin until about 3 00 PM. Then i went to Joe's house and we watched The Forgotten.…
ok well i think that my problem was that i was going to withdrawal form lack of love. but i am positively all better now. after tonight, i have nothing to worry about. honesty played a major rold in last night and i love…
New xanga because i cant figure out what happened to my other one. UGH! bit whatever! Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands youDo you…