Spend all your time waitingfor that second chancefor a break that would make it okaythere's always one reasonto feel not good enoughand it's hard at the end of the dayI need some distractionoh beautiful releasememory see…

so here i am, doing everything i canholding on to what i ampretending i'm a supermani'm trying to keep, the ground on my feetseem's the world is falling down around methe night's are long, i'm singing this songtrying to …

nothing i do or say is ever right anymore. i get crap for it all. im a total screw up in life. so i give up.

So here's what ya do: a) Get a pen b) Get a paper c) Number it 1-13! d) Answer these questions! 1. What's your favorite color out of: A. Green B. Blue C. Orange D. Black E. Pink 2. What color is your hair?A. Blonde/Dirty…

Alright well im awefully mad because i cant seem to sleep past 9 30 and i went to bed at one and i want to sleep until 11 00. but screw that. Anyways, yesterday was an okay day. Dawn brought over Tabetha and Nicholas an…

ill write about my night tomorrow morning.

okay so last night i did 5 loads of laundry and almost completely finished cleaning my room, including the closet. and i color coded my closet agains o everything is in order. im so excited. i did good. very proud of mys…

so last night i was talking to joe on the phone and we concluded that joe is going to learn how to stop time and then we are going to go to california. and apparently... he learned how to stop time so i dont know whats g…

okay so yesterday was interesting. woke up and layed on the couch pretty much until 3 00 in the afternoon. lol. i was so tired. then sometime around, i dont know, i was talking to joe online and he told me some amazing n…

okay so yeah i dont feel like telling you about my day in full detail because it is unnecessary. So yeah had a fairly good day. Funny times in the morning with Michelle and Steph. Took my Bio test.. interesting stuff. Um…

okay so today was great. nothing went wrong so far. and im hoping for it to stay that way. so yeah i was happy for most of today... a few moments or memories of angry situations. but whatever its alright. tomorrow is the…

Well today was another okay day. Went to school... didnt forget to take my medicine, thank god. Nothing too exciting happened. Took my Social Studies test... Sarah is such a pleasant girl. She was so nice to me. She save…

I need lyrics.... i havent put any up in a while. Take away the sensation insideBitter sweet migraine in my headIts like a throbbing tooth ache of the mindI can't take this feeling anymoreDrain the pressure from the swe…

i have nothing to say. but @!&*#^@!#%$#^#@)^)#^%#@^$ (really long strand of curse words)

The Blunt Truth How would you rate my intelligence? How attractive am I? What do you think of my fashion sense? How fake do I seem? What do you think my sexuality is? How lazy am I? Am I fun to hang out with? H…

okay so after i wrote my entry last night, michelle and i were hanging out with my parents a little bit. then my parents went to bed. it was like 2 30. then michelle and i got ready for bed and she slept on the pull-out …

okay so today was a very stressful day. until after school. i took my spanish test...pretty much freaking guessed on the whole thing!!! but hopefully i will do okay. i got a 50/50 on my quiz though!! my first 100 on a qu…

hmmm what did i do today? well i definately think that my medicine is making me really hyper because i have been abnormally hyper ever since i have been on it. its crazy. so yeah i tend to talk a lot and babble a bit. so…

so yeah i am officially a vidiot because i am in love with Halo 2 and i get so into it. and i know the names of some of the guns. like ill be like "i want a pistol" and ill say stuff like "im gonna snipe you with my snip…

well today was fun. woke up. talked to joe and other people online. then i took a shower. then joe came over. then my lovely little michelle called!! then i yelled at joe and brandon for playing with the dog balls. (soun…

yeah so last night i read some of my old xangas and it was sad how depressed i was. goodness. and i cursed a lot because i was angry all the time. ugh. i cant believe i was actually like that. so anyways... i went to bed…

today i didnt do much at all. just kinda sat around. did a little bit of laundry. watched the notebook. watched zoolander. joe came over. we sat in my kitchen like usual and did nothing at all. my dad came in and was lik…

so after i went to the doctors office...came home. did some laundry...joe came over. amanda and joe played chess..i forget who won..ill tell you later. then me and joe played chess. he won. but i put up a good fight. i h…

okay well i am almost fully recovered. just my throat hurting and my coughing and my not being able to breathe out of my nose. But other than that, im great. I watched Cruel Intentions again today and i also watched My B…

Okay so yesterday i was craving ice cream like no other and i put my away message up as "I want vanilla ice cream so bad...but we dont have any." (Or something like that) So i little while later Joe and Bill come to my h…

f i r s t s First best freind: Kelsey Ragsdale First real kiss: summer of 6th gradeFirst break-up: technically-6th gradeFirst screen name: sftbalblondly or something like that …