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im trying to wrap my head around my life, get back on track for school starting again in dec, and wondering what exactly i think im doing with the path im walking right now.
today is my brother's birthday. he would have been 36. i hope he has the peace now that he never had in life.
"no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head" ~*~ "You & MeWe used to be together...everyday, together, always.I really feel like I'm losing my best friendI can't believe …
ever fall on your ass so hard your teeth chatter? you sit there and cry until you feel stead enough to get up and go again, but mostly all you hurt was your pride? im waiting for the tears to stop so i can dust myself o…
the bottom is falling out.
and another 4 lbs. whats that, like 45 lbs since mid april or so? went to the ER today beacause my lower back hurt so bad i couldnt stand up straight. first UTI/Kidney infection of my life, started about 6 weeks ago, p…
got some stuff done around the house last night, not to include getting internet hooked up. tonight i will attempt to finish the laundry (its been constant rotation of loads day and night since saturday - mostly because …
I've lost another 4 lbs since that last post. while i am glad to be dropping weight, i am not trying to so i'm a little concerned. things are leveling out somewhat. moving sucks. i want my life out of a box dammit.