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Saturday, July 26, 2008
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Flight this morning, 9.40am

I haven't completely finish packing and yet i'm already yawning few times. I wanna sleep but if i do, this morning i'll be rushing like a mad cow. I'm so tired, please end this.
I went out the whole day with Rif yesterday, doing nothing. I'm so sad leaving him, i feel like i'm punishing him for nothing. I kept looking at him secretly.
I won't hear Farhan calling me "Ya" LIVE for four months.
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I Don't Want to Miss a Thing
By Aerosmith
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
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Bale on Bail

Yes, for the first time in 6 months or so I've finally watched a movie with Rif. I wanted to watch Hancock but it's not available in Mid Valley so, since Rif was so anxious to watch The Dark Knight, i thought i give it a go eventhough i never watch any Batman movies before. The entire time i kept asking Rif why this, why that because i don't really know and follow the plot of the story. Anyway, the movie was REALLY nice, except i always have this huge super-heart attack when watching those action and thriller kinda movie.
Saya pergi shopping tapi macam tak sempat beli banyak benda. Jusco ada sale untuk members gile-gile punye. Nasib baiklah saya tengah pokai, kalau tak...Terima kasih sayang sebab belanja saya buat facial yang begitu mahal. You're the best fiance!

Muka Rif sangat kesian
Before leaving KL i did promise myself to meet Joo Bin & Jin at KLCC. And we did, yesterday evening. We planned to watch movie also but due to unexpected reasons, we only able to eat together at Bong Sen, it's a Vietnamese Restaurant. I never eat there before and i think i really like it after trying it. I shall recommend this restaurant to Rif and my parents. If you intend to go there, eat Simple Pleasures and Vermicelli Beef. It's highly recommended by me!
p/s: I still haven't buy any foods to bring back and i still haven't renew my driving license!

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Take a Bow
By Rihanna
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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さようなら

I AM SAD
3 more days and i'll be leaving my love ones AGAIN. Why do i have to keep saying goodbye for more than once? I hate goodbyes.
Although in my entry earlier i wrote about how i can sometimes being so bitchy to Rif but yet I love him. He's the only person in the world that can stand me no matter what and it brakes my heart to leave him again, alone. It brakes my heart seeing someone who would cry for me.
4 months away seems like 4 years of hell without him. No wonder when i'm in Perth, i hated Oz, i hated staying there, just because i was alone. Perhaps later when Rif is beside me, i won't be saying or feeling that anymore.
Never mind, i'll cheer myself by counting down our wedding days
.p/s: Hari ni mama tak kerja so, kami jalan-jalan cari doorgifts dan kutip hutang dari penghutang
Sunday, July 20, 2008
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Busy basy

I have now stepped inside KL Tower. Yes i am proud. I have always ask my dad to bring us there eventhough we can just go by ourselves but on Friday night me, my parents and my lil sis decided to have dinner there since we got a free dinner for 4. Wanna know how we got it?
Couple months ago, my family of 8 went to dinner at KL Tower without me. FYI, i am devastated. So, my little nephew, Farhan was there also and his mom being as a mom would feed him with all the food he can eat. While eating god knows what, my sis suddenly saw a "cocroach" on Farhan's plate. They complaint, so as to make it up to them, KL Tower gave my parents free dinner for 2. Later few weeks ago, my mom called the restaurant asking whether they could give another free dinner for one and they said yes. And then again, my mom called them again to asked for 1 more free dinner and they agreed. This had happened to my dad twice, the first one in Equatorial Melaka, my lil sis catch a fly with her fork while eating. Cool aight!
My weekend was indeed busy as a bee. Out of the blue my plan on Saturday to shop, shop and shop had to be postponed a few hours late because i had to attend Puteri UMNO's meeting in Crowne Mutiara Plaza Hotel at 12.30pm. Before that i had to rushed and fetch my sister at Serdang Bus stop. Luckily, i had always had a loyal driver that would gladly to send me anywhere as long as he can be with me (that's what he said).
The meeting was simple, to appoint new leader etc. The rest, we had superb lunch & high-tea except i didn't eat much because i couldn't eat well if my driver is waiting outside hungrily. At 3 pm we went straight to Mid Valley to shop what we could and the only things i could grab are 1 bag, and 2 blouses.
Then straight home to go dinner with my family at Puteri's in TTDI alogn with Rif. The plan was to have dinner with Rif's sister to discuss unofficially about our wedding etc. but due to certain reasons, she couldn't come so we changed to event to celebrate my mom's belated birthday on the 18th July.
and today at last, my family managed to meet Rif's sister to discuss about our D-day in Shah Alam. Although it was a short meeting, we had a lovely, simple chinese dinner at 6.30 pm.
I am sad leaving my life here.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
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Empty

I was startled...
I was numbed...
I was astonished...
I saw him yesterday... well, not physically him but his car only.
and i knew he was somewhere near me.
Of all the place, of all the time, i never expect to bumped into him at Kajang's Petronas.
I couldn't think straight...
I needed Rif so bad at that time although there are few minutes left to wait until Rif is on his break.
Suddenly our memories that was shattered & scattered on the ground came back into one piece.
The saddened feeling rushing into me

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