so ive sort of drifted away, but im slowly coming back..didnt eat anything for lunch today, had coffee..i think im getting back on my feet. my moms thinking about putting me on birth control. kill me. if it makes me gain…

ive realized taht i need this. i constantly compare myself to all of my friends. they are so pretty and thin. and im the big one. im just sick of crying myself to sleep every night becuase the weight isnt coming off. i n…