| | well, exams have officially ended for me as of 1300, 14/06/2005.
i feel so relieved, and at least i can begin reading my books, and
preparing for my research project. at least i can return to Malaysia
and get on with life and tidy up things, and although i will be
working, at least i can meet with old friends and my family members.
probably see my grandmother again, and thank God that i have this final
chance again to see her before she slips into eternity...
based on my correspondences with friends here in the past few days and
news through the grapevine, i am beginning to be appreciative and
grateful for the many blessings i have experienced in life...though the
circumstances i have are not as favourable as i they could've been, at
least i have the chance to go overseas to study, and an opportunity to
be independent too...i really cherish every moment being here in
London. meeting new people, and learning to adapt to a new
culture/environment really has opened my eyes, and i thank God for
everything He has made possible for me.
without God, i doubt i'll be able to enjoy these blessings up to this point in time in life...
looking forward, i guess i just have to remain optimistic and pray that
God will continue to open doors for me and provide me with miracles to
achieve what i deem as an insurmountable barricade of problems
resulting from poor choices in life.
all i wanna be and hope for the rest of my life is to be His servant
and strive to be humble in all my ways...trying to mirror His image and
character while continually battling the scourge of sin in my life. hey
christians are also susceptible to wandering far from the 'narrow path'
that leads to heaven.
so will i pass my 4 papers? if i can pass at least 3 of the papers, i
will impute the feat to God, because i feel incapable of passing some
of the papers because they were really tough. if i pass 3, i will be
able to sit for my core papers this december, and hopefully complete my
ACCA studies. then i can move on.
i also hope that i can get a pass for my thesis, it is my only hope to obtain a degree...since i did not complete my IT degree.
uncertainties remain in my life...however, I know that with God by my
side, no matter what the critics have to say about my beliefs in a God,
my goal is to pray unceasingly, trust in the Lord, and have faith that
He will make my paths straight...
as Proverbs 3:5-7 says, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and
lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him,
and He will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes,
but fear the Lord and shun evil".
and it is many other verses of this kind in the bible that gives me a
reason to remain optimistic in life, that i can do all things through
Christ who strengthens me, and while some will render me foolish for my
beliefs, i beg to differ, and press on in this race...
i hope that as in His word, His spirit or His presence will never leave me, as i believe He never will...
hope to see many of you in 5-6 days time in my 'tanah tumpahnya darah ku', iaitu negara Malaysia, di Kuala Lumpur...God bless...
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