Thursday, September 22, 2005
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first of all, i ONLY asked you why you were messaging me again, so why are you assuming i want to fight?
why would i waste my time fighting with you, anyway? second of all, i AM better than that, so stop judging me.
i NEVER even SAID ANYTHING ELSE so why are you getting mad over
nothing? you dont want to fight? wow.. thats the first time i've heard
that from you. well, i dont want to fight either, which is why i ended our relationship a LONG TIME AGO.. you claim you're not the same person then why are you twisting my words and taking things the wrong way?
i'm not the same person anymore who would break down over your words, so please stop playing games with me because i'm so tired of it. in my opinion, you still haven't changed one bit.. if you have, then prove it because your words dont mean a thing to me anymore. i dont even know why you want to be friends now when i literally gave you HUNDREDS of chances in the past.. what i want to know is, WHY NOW? it's been so long so why are you trying to make things right when you're too late?
why couldn't you have said these words when they could've meant something to me? why couldn't you have seen what you did wrong back then? why are you trying to come back in my life when you know my heart no longer belong to you? why cant you just move on and put me out of your mind for good?
my life may not perfect but i'm still happy with the way things are. i've moved on ever since i found out who you truly were, so why cant you just leave the past the way its meant to be? as for the future, i dont know what it holds, but i do want you to know that someday i will forgive you.. as for now, all i want is to once again be happy, so please let me be.


