HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! 
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i have a lot of be thankful for this year. first of all, i am thankful for being alive, for being able to experience life to the fullest. i owe a big of gratitude to my parents for always being there, caring for us & especially for the little things that they do. i am also thankful for having all the necessities my parents provide for me.
i thank God for my second family, my FRIENDS.. although, many things changed this year, i thank those who stayed & never left; even when times were rough.. i've learned so much from you guys & i wouldn't know what i'd do without you all.
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a special shoutout to my st. pat's friends:: i know that we all went our separate ways but i want you guys to know that i'll never forget all our times together; whether it'd be good or bad.. our 5 years together is unforgettable & even though we're separated, we'll always be friends no matter what.
to the rest of my friends, i'm always here for you guys whenever you need me.. you know i'm only a call away & it doesn't matter what time you call, i'm always here. 
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i'd never thought i'd say this but i'm thankful for all the pain that i've experienced this past year. from broken friendships, to broken promises & especially broken hearts. if it weren't for these experiences, i would've never known my own strength. i couldn't see it then but now i know that everything happens for a reason.
to all those friendships broken, i'm sorry that i didn't try hard enough to fix our problems. i let my pride get the best of me & now there's nothing i can do anymore.. if only i apologized, would things have changed? would we still be friends? well, i guess our friendships weren't strong enough & i learned to appreciate those who are always there for me. although we are no longer friends, it doesn't mean that i've forgotten about you guys. i'll always treasure the times we shared & i wish you all the best of luck in the future..
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to those who made me promises that they couldn't keep, i thank you for breaking them, because i realized that promises aren't forever. i'm sorry to that person that i once promised forever. i told you i'd never leave you to assure you & because i was afraid you would leave me. even though, i'd always knew that i would someday break that promise, it still it hurts to know how right i was. you made me so many promises & none of those promises stood against the test of time. it's because of you that i will no longer hold onto promises because you reminded of something i'd already knew; that promises are made to be broken.. from now on, i'll only promise to do my best because the future is unpredictable.
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to those many that broke my heart in the past, i am thankful for having all of you come into my life because i realized that i am capable of standing alone.
to that person that i trusted the most,
thank you for losing my trust, despite the never ending
arguments & fights, the tears & all the hurt you caused
me; because i realized that love isn't always enough. you knew everything about me but ironically, you never really understood me. everyone told me i shouldn't be with you but i listened to my heart instead. you fooled me and i was too blind to see it, which is why you left me no choice but to leave. i'd never thought i'd get over you but i survived. no matter how harsh it might sound, the truth is i'm better off without you. even though i still can't forgive you, i have to thank you because you saved me from making the biggest mistake of my life.. if you didn't hurt me, i wouldn't have realized that i was never in love with you. although we're not meant to be, i want to thank you because you made me want to be the person that i once was, before we met.
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*you know who you are*
last but not least, i want to thank you for being in my life. i haven't been happy in a long time but you changed that. i really hope that things work out the way it's supposed to and i hope that whatever happens, we'll both be happy in the end. =)
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