ok christmas i wasnt drunk! for all of the ppl joe told them i was! i wasnt. i had 2 wine coolers and then talked talked to joe and he got madd then after that i had one more so it would keep me up to help my brother beat this really ugly gray dude in a video game! 3 wine coolers dosent not get me drunk!

i dont know whats going on between me and joe! i have been waitin to see if he would ever call me this weekend and he didnt! even on friday when we were suppose to do somthing he never called. i was about to call him friday to make plans as always my doing and then got called in to work cause my sister didnt feel like working that night! i guess joe really dosent think of me cause he dont call he tells erin hes madd at me and i said if he didnt want me to drink on  new years just tell me and i wont! and he said he didnt care so he cant get madd at me! i dont think he really likes me anyways he puts no effort into seeing me! thats y i stop trying. y am i going to try when the other person could care less! so yeah i am just a little madd right now!