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Name: freestone
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Tallahassee
Birthday: 6/28/1941
Gender: Male
Interests: Fantasy, science fiction, caving, dreams, Out of body astral travel, computer and console games, travel, reading, nature, rpgs, spiritualism, spirit, art, psychology, celtic music, obe,occult,metaphysics,nature,autism,travel. Anything odd and interesting, especially of the uncounscious and spirit! I find that there are amazing and interesting things, in nearly every envirnment and person.
Expertise: A psychic Sensitive to envirnments. Dreams of astral travelings in my sleep. An Antique shop owner, was high career point in my life.computers. console games. computer games. High level functioning adult autistic, I think mostly in images, not words. I like events that partake of Imaginations and Images, that are "out of the box" of the herd-like collective thinkings, of our culture. I seem to have the interests of a teenager, like of console games and music, even though I am 64 years old!
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Retail
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Yahoo:  freestonew@yahoo.com
Member Since:
10/11/2005
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I have had, over the years, many *many* very strange dreams. As if I was visiting astral worlds where souls live after death! I have written some up at...
well I have created a special weblog JUST for my dreams and visions.
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WELCOME TO MY DREAMVISIONS hi all. I have astral traveled, OBEd, for over 20 years, now, as of 2007. This is where Angles and Guides take me to see and to experience places in the afterlife worlds, both in heaven and in hell. I have even talked two way conversations with some of my relatives and friends, there! There are also some spirit-given visions, that I have had, showing possible "end time", earthchanges, futures for the earth and for civilization! You better Pray that these Seeings do not come true!! So here on this blog I write up some of my experiences, one experience per page. Feel free to share these with others, please let me know if you post any of these on another site. Please leave your COMMENTS too. thank you freestone wilson freestonew@NOSPAMyahoo.com
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I also have a www.flickr photo site, with about
150 photos, mostly of the Tallahassee area, and the skies of North Florida.
flickr SITE
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rainbow in the sky
A nice shot of a rainbow that is in the sky. A view from the 5th floor stairwell, where I live. This photo was not taken as a "telephoto" or "zoom" picture; The clouds were near the ground.
Looking to the east, near sunset time.
Tallahassee, Florida, usa.
Uploaded by freestone on 1 Oct 08, 9.13AM EDT.
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the mural at the Homeless shelter. sometimes there are nearly 200 people here a night, in the winter. a good shelter.
"ALONE ALL ALONE, NO ONE CAN MAKE IT THERE ALL ALONE", is the Title of this mural.
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hi all....
Yes I ask myself the Question, the question of the title of my post, "what is the difference between me and the homeless people"?!
I had to, today, ask myself this as on today's bus ride, as I sit up front, when I got off, i nearly stepped upon the foot of a handicapped, older, lady! she had her foot out so so far and my size 12 foot occupied all of the space in the isle.
NO EXCUSE!!
Seems that I grit my teeth a bit when people walk by and nearly take me out with their umbrellas, their 50 lb briefcases, etc... Now I see that I am no different than they, the other passengars who pay more attention to getting on and off of the bus than they are of the people around them!
"but I NEED to watch only everything but my feet", I would kind of wail, if someone confronted me! How could i even get out of the bus if all i did was watch my feet in utter utter slooooow motion!
like many of the homeless and dysfunctional people, they are in "troubles" and they blame everything else but themselves, am I any different?! is ANYONE any different?!
I once talked for over an hour at an enraged homeless guy and his rage was so great that if he put his finger into an electric socket he would power the city for an hour. what was he so angry about?
why.....How the Mother-F***ers mess with him, disown him, blame everything on him, want him to go away and get him cured *THEIR* way of getting cured!
"yes we will help you if you take Thougbenzibrine three times a day" [gain 50lbs as a side effect!]. I had to end up agreeing 100% with each and every thing that he ranted about.
then how about the guy who was so so angry at a church where the secretary was so put off by his anger "at everything" that he went into the bathroom and shit and then smeared his feces all over the stall and bathroom walls! Goood thing he did not have a gun on him! But his anger might have stemmed from having 4,971 people dislike him because of his global anger and thus as he gets the angrier, more people want him to leave their presence. How could he stop being so? probably have someone take him into their home *as* a child and love him unconditionally
for maybe the rest of his life and if everyone in our country did stuff life this for the dysfunctional, maybe something could get done: but all of us would have to change the way we live 100%, first!
how could anyone install a higher life-purpose into the hearts of a dysfunctional homeless person, if the liberal left does not like "value systems"!
So here I sit, living in a senior home and sometimes i feel as just like them and I wonder how many other people will BE them, if the DOW falls to, say, 7000?!
How am i, or for that matter, anyone else, different than any of the homeless people? in my heart and mind, I probably have committed the same "sins" of negative stinking thinkings, and the same mindsets, as they. I will have to really "work on" from now on, when I see a homeless or dysfunctional person, to feel that there is absolutely no difference between he/she and myself, and for that matter, anyone else around them.
who is to say that the "suited men" with briefcases are really the dysfunctional people?!
when the Emperor is naked and only a few see his skin, the regular people will try to "cure" the seer!
freestone
seen on a bridge overpass, in Rochester, ny 1970
..."AND THE TRUTH WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH"!
Freestone Wilson
freestonew@yahoo.com
weblog....
http://freestone.blogspot.com
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| the ruined raspberriesThe ruined raspberry patch.
Yes, ruined. I, in about 1998, was walking down the rural state highway to my nephew's house; right by the road, 40 feet from his house, was a patch of raspberries, the most "ethereal", and delicious raspberries that i have ever ever eaten. These berries must have been planted even before the 1850 house was built, he had an old raspberry patch in his garden but the berries did not live up to *these* berries along the road. There were never very many of them, as they had to live with the state road crews cutting them down every year. I had no way to take a cutting of them, either.
Well today I saw the biggest ditcher machine they make dig a 20 foot wide ditch along the road, wiping out every plant right down to three feet or more.
My aunt, next door, told the that "they will come back, they always have"!
NO!
They never ever did, people! Now every year or so, they come by with that machine to redig that ditch even the deeper.
I was subtly and deeply bothered by this, I Mourned the loss of some fruit that might have been the very very best of its kind, never ever to be seen again unless some "heritage" fruit people find another patch somewheres.
Well i have finally come to terms with those raspberries, i thought of this again today: thus the Post.
These berries gave their lives so that Seneca County could Live!
This upstate new york county, the county that I grew up in and lived in, on and off, became on "hard times" after about 1980. Most of the factories and the Hospital and the Army depot closed. the county is long long long, about 60 to 80 miles long and in fact it is one of about two or three counties where there are two country seats. Most of the jobs are at either end of the county or even further and in my 1998 Interlaken hometown, I knew of a couple where they each commuted 60 miles ONE WAY to work, and he drove south 60 miles and she drove North 60 miles.
This is the Point, people: that as the winter brings from 40 to 100 inches of snow and the blizzard winds can blow at 50 MPH for days and even weeks on end, the roads have to be *utterly* passable so that the few residents can get to work! This state road is by the milder temperature lake so that this road is any one's only Hope, if there is a blizzard and the 10 foot deep and 30 foot long snowdrifts, from such storms, have it where the drift is as hard as concrete! And...every commuter has to be on that road at 5:30 to 7:30 AM, for that 20 to 30 mile commute: that road must be Clear! Thus the ditch is there to catch the snowdrift, and where those raspberries were, the wind has nothing but barb wire fences to slow it down, for over a MILE!! Thus the ditch gets that drift, not the road.
People come first, raspberries a dead last!
Like of those pretty 40 foot oak tress, here in Tallahassee, Florida, where I live, where four of them died in Service to restoring the 150 year old church building! That reconstruction job took a year and the hundreds of heavy duty trucks so so compressed the soil around these trees that they all died: In Sacrifice to the church restoration.
a deep deep Truth, here, people: often something really good is lost, when something else that is good is placed on top of it! Life is Compromise, and which *thing* do you let die, in order to have something else live?!
So these berries gave their lives.
But!
Consider maybe if they were preserved, the road not ditched. there are a LOT of things, people, where I see that if you change one thing, you have to change everything around it! Might have to go back to 1880, people, to live like 1880, men work the farms, women cook, clean, and raise the kids. Yes, many many things are so [a new liked phrase, by me] "integrated systems", that if one thing falls apart, it all falls apart, as everything is connected to everything else.
I read the other day that a lot of long-commuting men, when they get up, they throw a pop-tart into the toaster and as it toasts, they grab their coat and briefcase and they grab this tart as they run out of the door and they SMUSH it into their mouths as they run to the car, to get every second advantage they can, on that 20 mile Urban commute! "awful", you say?!
well.....it is that OR not eat! or rather you want that man to not commute at all, stay home?!
Get up earlier? No. Need every bit of sleep. Maybe to have him stop eating only tarts is to have wife stay home and cook a decent breakfast and he come home for lunch and walk to work.
[I met a man in Rochester, New york, once, in the 70s, he worked 50 years in the same room, and lived three blocks away, now he was 70 or so, still lives where he was born, the house he was born in! *could* we all Go back?! would you want to?!
Buy your raspberries from the mega-mart, shipped from central America!
then enjoy what 2010 can bring to you, in the modern entertainmental sense!
freestone
seen on a bridge overpass, in Rochester, ny 1970
..."AND THE TRUTH WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH"!
Freestone Wilson
freestonew@yahoo.com
weblog....
http://freestone.blogspot.com
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wall of Darkness
ooooh boy!
sure looks bad bad BAD!
no!
The bark was much worse than the bite!
This mass of dark clouds just looked bad! The area of light is the rain, where the sun shone from behind the rain, as I was looking to the west, about 6 PM. The the immediate left, the sky was clear. The rain came, but only was light, then the sun came out.
But oooh, this image looks SO scary!
tallahassee, florida, usa
Uploaded by freestone on 19 Sep 08, 10.12AM EDT.
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the rainbows
a very pretty rainbow, then there is yet another rainbow above it.
Even in a city with the usual parking lots and wires, there is beauty.
Yes, Hope for tomorrow, but you have to be able to look up to see it!
Tallahassee, florida, usa.
Taken about 6 pm, I told the Desk lady, at georgia belle, where I live, about the rainbow, but she was busy with her duties, a phone call. By the time she got out to see it, it was gone. I showed to her the image in the camera view and she wants a print of it.
Uploaded by freestone on 15 Sep 08, 9.22AM EDT.
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