so when 2005 comes to an end, here are the things i remember:

starting the year off by throwing up on an airplane back from texas
the ice storm and staying at abi's grandmas for like a week
hockey games, local band shows, luke getting jumped, cale getting grounded,
felipe breaking his nuckle, getting messed up at jens house, staying home from school and hiding from brandonds mom in his basement, missing you guys so much when my grandparents sent me to good shepard, missing you guys even more when i moved to texas, paying long distance bills that cost like 90 extra dollars, wishing i was back home when i started going to fort davis, calling you guys when i met will, and sitting here now wishing i could tell you these things to your face.

i love you guys i miss you

and 2006 will bring so much more. hold in there all of you and i will see you over the summer!

starr

i've had this diary for almost 2 years now but guess the fuck what.

i'm closing it. if ur important u will get my new link.

cuz my dad is reading it.

cuz he's nosy.

just like the rest of my family.

bye.

well guys, i cant come up for xmas. my family is like disowning me and anna is being all bitch like and the only people who want to see me are shelby jason abi and alicen. so i cant come. sorry

love you guys. i'll see u over spring break or sumthin

this is one of those moments

where you are so insanely lonely

and all you can do is listen to dashboard confessionals

and all you want to do is cry and have someone there for you

but there isnt anyone there

because everyone is 50 million miles away

and no one else matters but them.

yep. its one of those moments.