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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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I've been up late these past few days losing sleep on what most people would consider to be nonsense. I've been working pretty hard these past few months for long hours and little self time. I've been losing track of friends, free time, and including loved ones, it really bothers me how far I've grown apart to those i've held really deer to me.
I have been scared of that this would happen my whole life. I knew that one day I would find my greatest passion in life. I would persue it with full heart and have the greatest of trouble holding onto those i highly regard and treasure... I
i've been looking at pictures of friends that i think fondly of. I see how they are growing, i hear stories of what they're doing, and know deeply in my heart that I wish I was with them in their times of greatness. I really find peace and happiness in the success of those close to me... as if my prayers are being answered every day
i'll finish this another time thinking about this topic... drains me
soo many people... =\
Thursday, May 08, 2008
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"When you know what you want the whole world conspires you to achieve it"-Paulo Coelho
Friday, February 22, 2008
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Random thought before I make a real entry
In my field of work I've learned that somethings can never be fixed no matter how much of myself I put into it... so it's best to leave it alone and start over... you have no time to waste.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
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Random thoughts as of lately
1.) God doesn't help you get what you want but gives you what you need.
2.) I feel very free lately. I think that all the bad karma of a previous life has nearly run out.
3.) Advice: Sometimes you have to do things in your own best interest. Be able to balance selflessness and selfishness accordingly.
4.) I've been pretty hard on myself and I think that I've been looking at life all wrong. As weird as this sounds, forget regret, forgive yourself, and accept that you will die. This sounds very morbid, but if you are able to do those things I think you'll be able to look at life through rose colored glasses.
5.) Accepting death. I swear I've heard that 'life is too short' a million times, but it never really sank in as much as i thought. I've always been driven to explore what the world offers and it just so happends my passions in the arts have lead me to a career that'll alow me to do everything I've always wanted.
6.) There's just one thing that would make my life better... but unfortunatley I'm too proud to admit it. It's because I suck at it.
7.) Advice: Be unconditional.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
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You better be partying your ass off Bro.
Salute.
-to brother Joe. he's happy he's jolly. he's F*d up bygolly~
gebomato
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- Name: Mark Gabriel
- Birthday: 10/23/1982
- Member Since: 3/8/2003
