Side note, ive been bloggin again.
So lately, I've had things on my mind, there is so many things that has happened in SC since mid-terms are over. So many things that makes college so not worth it. But these events, do test a Christian to the fullest. For example of drinking and smoking. Many people have fell to that place with Alcohol and Weed. Not only is that something really badd, but there is also that idea of sex and all that different stuff. Since I have been down in SC, well, I have not done any of the things out there, and Im glad that i havent. I have been asked to do those things alot, but Im a good person and does not do those things. Even though, i do not do these things, I have seen my friends do those things, and the out come is not all that pleasent. I have seen my friends drunk in the face and doing more and getting more involved in all these things. It is very depressing to see and hear all these situations. I simply can not ingore the fact that my friends are getting into these things. I understand the fact if everyone is doing it, but the truth is, not everyone is doing it. I am not doing it, and for sure you probably do not understand the point of doing all these things. For some reason, I wish that i was not here and hearing all these things. Im totally suprise that with all these things done, I still do not understand what has happened. Friends changing, and I suppose that is natural, but i guess that will test who and what type of person he/she is. And just by looking at those people, it sorta makes me look at the fact that im also changing. I have done things in SC that is not so Christian like. I do not want to go into detail, but if you want to catch up with me, Give me a call, do not ever trust my aim, im away, but not all the time im not there. But for wahtever the reason, I know that I should be doing better. Its weird, and i really don not understand where im coming/ going to. I have changed and i can see that. I really want to change for the better and i feel that i am. I am building up strength in few and gathering my strength for the fight ahead. People have told me many things and well, not all things are true
There are many incidents that I feel that the world is against me. I do understand that im a college student and i use that answer alot, but no matter the fact, I wish that i do change from all the hardships. Lately there has been many personal issues that has bugged my mind and soul. One person is completely unset about me, but that is me over-asumming about it. Like, I dont want to over assuming it, but I can see it clearly now. I do not really know or understand it, but perhapes it was meant to be that way. I want to talk to that person, but it seems like we are on completely different pages. And now, i find out that my friends are getting drunk all that time and well, its going to a very long year, if that is all they do every time. I would like for them to change for the better, but i know that it will not happen. i want them to work and quite that habit, but most know that they are "Living up the college LIFE" . Truth is, the college life is what you make of your experiences at the school. Would you like to remmever your college life as a person that barely pass and maked it through the nights drinking and smoking? Or would you like to remember your college life as the time you spent getting to know more people and working closely with those that have your back? The answer is completely up to the person. I do hope that whatever YOU choose is something great.
Everyday is a new day for something amazing to happen. Right now, Im looking for that special things. So many things have put me to the test and i have fell and i have succeed. Im lost and looking for my way in College. I have a close bunch of friends at school, but things are not the same as it was before. The interaction of working together with those that i grew up with and the fimilar faces are something gone. The new interaction of meeting others and getting around to new places is the new in. Im suprise to discover that something amazing always comes in one day. There are many times when a person doesnt see it. But once it is found, It is a miracle.
Right now, Im looking for that something amazing thing everyday. Im suprrise that I do and really do discover the concept of this idea. Work or study, or wahtever You put your mind to. Always try and look for that something amazing thing. For that is the beauty of the COLLEGE LIFE
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