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| it's summer! :D
i'm officially a fishieee
hahahaha (:
summer '08, here i come! :D
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| OUCH.i jammed two of my toes!
pahaha.
on sunday, i went swimming at my friends' house,
and when we got out to eat dinner i started to jog
over to their patio thing, which is made of rock. it's
that type of rock where if it gets wet, it gets really
slippery, you know?
so of course, as soon as i get to the patio, my right foot
flies up as the toes on my left foot, like, curl in and i jam
two of my toes ><
it's a lot better now..
but i can't walk without limping.
it stinks because we're doing funapalooza in athletics
at school and believe me, that is the ONLY time athletics
is funn. hahahaha.
so pray for my foot's quick healing, please!
:D
-God Bless.
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| i have..
have?
had.
i had a friend that used to be so much closer than just a friend, like a brother.
i one-hundred loved this friend like the best friend he was.
i miss him quite a bit.
on a happier, ironic note, today officially marks the first year
since my grandmother's passing. considering how yesterday went,
at first, i didn't know how i was gonna get through today. and this
morning, i thought my fears were confirmed. i had called my mom
and had shed a few tears...
but now, i realize that, if anything, my grandmother wouldn't want me to be sad!
no loved one wants their loved ones to be sad, no matter what!
so 할머니(grandma), i miss you like crazy (:
i've changed quite a bit since you left, and frankly, i think you'd be proud (:
i know you're watching over me and i pray that you will continue to do that.
it makes me happy to know that you're happy and not in pain up there (:
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| shaky ground.i believe that the feeling is rare, but you know that feeling
when you truly feel content with life? when everything
is just good? everything is balanced and life just seems
to be going at a really good, steady pace.
feels good, doesn't it (:
but then, when all starts getting shaky, it feels like it
all comes crashing down to quickly.
you try to find out what's making you unsteady but as
you discover one thing, another thing goes wrong.
at this point, you wanna stay calm as you possibly can.
why? cause you need to show that you have control.
so it may seem like all is good, but how do you control
the terror inside of you? the anxiety? the paranoia, even?
i feel like all i can do is pray and hope that He will know
what to do with my shaky heart; pray and know that
He's the only one who knows just what to do.
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| so, my stomach is not happy with me haha.
i threw up in the morning yesterday and had to miss school.
it's getting better..but not fully outta there (:
epiphanies are really cool lol.
i love just figuring things out or having my eyes be open to something.
i always imagined it in my head like a light dawning upon me from the
heavens XP
anyhow, this may seem like a silly thought,
but what if you had a really huge, metamorphic
epiphany about God? or the Word?
ever wonder what would happen if that happened?
my personal question, would a light from the heavens
really be dawned upon you?
hahaha
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