Monday, March 17, 2008

  • 突然......

    昨晚深夜在家中得悉一位我名下的Client突然在街上暈倒去世，連死因都不明；偏偏我在早上才剛與他談過幾句，除了覺得他有點面青，沒有其他異樣。雖然我與他的個案關係在去年11月才算正式開始，之後也只是維持每個月一至兩次的探訪面談，但始終，人是過身了，是我的個案，感覺很差。

    想到翌日多少個因為要追數而安排的家訪，突然覺得一切都失去意義。因為這事件，跟爸媽一併分享到近月對工作的看法，發覺自己，已經面臨瀕臨崩潰的狀態；沒有辦法，選上了這條路，就得撐下去。由頭到尾想一次，我沒有做錯，只是自己堅持的，沒有人支持我吧；多數人選上的，不一定是對的。求上帝加添多些智慧、耐性和方向我，讓我不走差一步。

    昨晚做夢，做了很多的夢，竟然都跟那位去世的Client有關。

Comments (4)

  • terleung_hiuyin
    Hey Fred cheer up!  You've already tried your best.  There are so many decisions in our lives that may make us struggle but as long as our focus in on God, we will eventually reach the destination where God wants us to go.  "多數人選上的，不一定是對的。"  this is very true.  And we will keep you in our prayers.
  • chungchuenchan

    Hey brother.  You've tried your best, though there's many choices we have to make in our lives, but He is always there to guide you and give you courages.  We are always here for you man.  One thing we know is God holds tomorrow.  Nothing is better then that.  I give you this song.

    I Know Who Holds Tomorrow

    I don't know about tomorrow;
    I just live from day to day.
    I don't borrow from its sunshine
    For its skies may turn to grey.

    I don't worry o'er the future,
    For I know what Jesus said.
    And today I'll walk beside Him,
    For He knows what is ahead.

    Many things about tomorrow
    I don't seem to understand
    But I know who holds tomorrow
    And I know who holds my hand.
  • sze_lau
    願他安息吧!
  • crabyu
    加油

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