i do not care what car you drive, where you live. if you know someone

                       who knows someone who knows someone, if your clothes are this year's

                     cutting edge. if your trust fund is unlimited, if you are an A-list, B-list or

                       never heard of you list.i only care about the words that flutter from your

                         mind, they are the only thing you truly own, the only thing i will remember

                         you by. i will not fall in love with your bones and skin. i will not fall in love

                      with the places you have been, i will not fall in love with anything but the

words that flutter from your extraodinary mind.

♥ me. (:

sigh. everything has been a blur again. i'm so confused and everything isn't going my way. seriously i don't kow what i should do. cause in the end either everyone would be happy or it'll end up in sadness. so i'm just going to wait and see. hopefully i'll get the answer soon and know whats the best thing i should do. ):  i missed dance today cause i didn't feel too good. had a headache and felt like puking all the way. it was such a bad day for me. no words can describe it. i took the wrong bus after coming out of school and only had money for one bus haha. so you can guess what i had to do from holland v cause i had no money left in my wallet. haha. and i was sick all the way. nice shit la. haaha. reached home and realised no one was home so i had to wait until my parents came home which was like long. haha. oh well. school isn't as great as i thought it'll be but oh well. hahah.

i have to go and eat dinner now cause someone is bugging me to. haha. (: so enough of the ramblings for now. i'll come back later. haha. as long as my work pile doesn't pile up i'll be blogging more often. hopefully. (: bye bye.

i feel the stress of jc life. haha. ok not that bad yet but i'm just stressing myself out cause theres so much dance and work and what not. so yeah  i miss MG like mad. i know i should stop saying that but i really do. haha. everything was so easy going and yeah. and i miss schooling with hannah and shan cause i miss your retarded moments like vogue-ing and shan's singing. haha. i miss baba too. ok i shall stop reminiscing. ): sigh. i know i'm adapting but i still miss it. its like my life is being fast forwarded and new stuff keep adding in. like a new school life and a new cca and new people. its definitelty out of my comfort zone but hopefully i'll be ok. i'm just not used to so many new things being thrown at me all at once. maybe because i've been in mg all my life. ok not really like say about ten years thats like more than half my life now that i'm only 17. and its been the same environment all these years.

so first day of school each year wasn't really first day of school since we kinda know each other already just need to know each other better. but now its really first day of school where you can walk around the campus and not know where your classes are and just walking aimlessly to your destination occasionally seeing a few familiar faces. other than that everything else is just a blur. basically i miss my old life but i know i have to move on so yeah. stress here i come. haha. ok whatever. i'm just being really emo cause its a rainy day and i'm actually drinking a hot drink and typing like how it is in all those novels when its raining. haha. ok enough of emo-ing i shall go get ready for tuition. haha. bye! (:

i feel the stress of jc life. haha. ok not that bad yet but i'm just stressing myself out cause theres so much dance and work and what not. so yeah  i miss MG like mad. i know i should stop saying that but i really do. haha. everything was so easy going and yeah. and i miss schooling with hannah and shan cause i miss your retarded moments like vogue-ing and shan's singing. haha. i miss baba too. ok i shall stop reminiscing. ): sigh. i know i'm adapting but i still miss it. its like my life is being fast forwarded and new stuff keep adding in. like a new school life and a new cca and new people. its definitelty out of my comfort zone but hopefully i'll be ok. i'm just not used to so many new things being thrown at me all at once. maybe because i've been in mg all my life. ok not really like say about ten years thats like more than half my life now that i'm only 17. and its been the same environment all these years.

so first day of school each year wasn't really first day of school since we kinda know each other already just need to know each other better. but now its really first day of school where you can walk around the campus and not know where your classes are and just walking aimlessly to your destination occasionally seeing a few familiar faces. other than that everything else is just a blur. basically i miss my old life but i know i have to move on so yeah. stress here i come. haha. ok whatever. i'm just being really emo cause its a rainy day and i'm actually drinking a hot drink and typing like how it is in all those novels when its raining. haha. ok enough of emo-ing i shall go get ready for tuition. haha. bye! (:

SEXY SEVENTEEN! (:

  so yesterday was my 17th birthday celebration. haha. it was so fun! from wrestling in the swimming pool to playing at the playground and the BBQ! thanks you guys for making my birthday so wonderful! oh and my parents were a big help too cause they did most of the cooking. haha. and speaking of fun i think i had too much since thurs cause i haven't touched my work since then. oh shit. and i don't feel like doing anymore math or econs even though i know i must! ): well i have math tuition in an hour.. hopefully that'll get me back to the studying mood. haha. i shall make an oath....

I, Vanessa Leung shall study hard for the rest of the 2 years that i have in ACJC

and get really really really good grades in the upcoming A Levels. i shall not play

too much, shop to much and talk on the phone too much because the time i take to

do all that will affect my studies. so i shall become a nerd and a really dull person

from now on.(:

hahaha. as if. i mean i'll try to stick to it as much as possible but i don't think i can fully commit to that. theres no signature so yeah. haha. oh well. i still have

1. econs
2. math
3. Gp package
4. 2 articles for china studies

to finish oh well. i shall finish it and get done with it. its not that much cause its only a bit left. go sa go! you can do it. ok anyway here are some pics from yesterday! bye bye!

happy birthday to me. (:

SMILE! (:

LANA CAKE is the best! slurrp! (:

all the guys! (:

 all the girls! (:

hannah, me, cheryl and shan! <3