Two years old = two parties
Hosanna and her friend Ole.
Uncle and niece...yes, hosanna did actually bite out of the cake.
Hosanna got a doll house from my mom and charlie...she's in love. We left it at their house so she can play with it when she comes up there. She cried leaving it, fell asleep on the way home, and when we got home proceeded to look for it again.
No big deal, I'm just constantly amazed at how quickly she has grown, and is growing.
The poor soul who thinks things will maybe even themselves out once baby #2 is born. I'm so sorry. We just order "mommy cards" I'm afraid the cheeseball mommy-ness only finds it's way deeper and deeper into my life.
Eh, but at least it gives way to me being productive and working in some aspects. I've been actually working on two things lately...the baby slings, and the newborn cloth diapers. We're hoping to sell baby slings, or wraps or something up here. No one up here sells them. I just need to open a sweat shop or something to get it going.
My heart's been pretty heavy this week. I don't think I really want to go into details...a lot of the junk of the affair coming back up, only not with my mom. With my dad. I wish I would have said something sooner. That was supposed to be the lesson learned from my mom's side of it....when you see something even slightly wrong, SCREAM until somethings done about it. Well, we didn't do that...and we find ourselves in another predicament. Only this time around, it's only Josh and I screaming...and actually mostly me at that. It seems most are ok with everything. And I think to myself "is it because it really is ok, and I'm overboard emotional? or is it because I have watched this unfold?"I have fought and defended insisting it wasn't what it is...I should have never...basically through all of this junk I find myself unsure...I want my heart to fully be in what we do here...and it is not. I want to quit so bad right now. I am praying for God to change my heart or maybe that I am just willing for him to change it. Though, my heart seems to keep going in the opposite direction. The familar extreme anger I experienced two summers ago, keeps coming back. I don't like that. I need peace. I need to want peace.
after that, it's vegetarian night here. delicious. I suppose it's time for me to start working on my cheesy potato and veggie soup. mmmm...maybe that can even out all the cake I've been eatting lately!
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So I guess I must've missed alot because I don't really know what you're talking about...but I'm praying for you & Josh. A lot of our friends have been under attack, specifically in marriages lately...
hey, I'd totally buy a sling from you... if you ever decide to do mail-order... email/ msg me.
Sorry this isn't longer... NAK right now.
I think I would love to sweat away in your shop. LOL. Do you remember many moons ago I said we should start a business together? Teach me to make slings or I can help market them or something cuz I would love to be able to work from home somehow, and doing it together would be a dream come true.
As for the other stuff.. umm.. I am guessing, ya know?