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I got accepted to George Washington University today, but I'd probably be a bit more excited if I got a KFC Snacker sandwich for free. Such is the life of a Jaded poor college applicant. Through the corridors of sleepP…
...Hmm. Hallucination - I see with my eyesBut my heart's telling me liesWhy do I fantasize?Why am I telling lies to the people from the stagePretending it's all good when inside it's fire and rageCuz I can't understan…
Procrastination, Failure, Indecision, etc.

I steal this from Divya (and, by extension, from Lewis Carrol), but so what? It expresses things well. Alice came to a fork in the road."Which road do I take?" she asked."Where do you want to go?" responded the cheshir…
American University makes its offer.

I breathe a sigh of relief because American and Dickinson have clearly not surmised what a lazy, juvenile, irresponsible snot I actually am...or the fact that I'm proud of it . Moreover, finally got back from New York…
Tomorrow I go to New York for four days. Model UN trip. Diplomacy, foreign food and debaucherous bliss. Fucking right. I would say I miss Carlisle people, but with one or two exceptions I won't. Maybe one or two peo…
Sleep is so 2004. School is so 1997. My music collection is so 1991. Therefore, it's becoming a real fucking mindjob trying to predict the rest of 2006. "Get behind me, Satan" is my official response from now on to a…
Let's assume for the moment that Bush is a good guy, that he's a God-fearing patriot with the right ideas for America, and that the entire war on terrorism isn't just a corporate-spawned sham. Let's assume that terroris…
V for Vendetta has inspired me to do actual work from now on. More on that later, and how long it lasts. UPDATE: So I was still working on this post - "V for Vendetta" high, and I finally finished Patriot Day, the sho…
Oh, Home.

$2,000 per year scholarship. I hate to say this, but: Do the words "too little, too late" mean anything to you? It's not that I blame you, Home. I'm not playing my A-game either. (Pssst....Dickinson is though, and…
Get me out of this motherfucking town, please. Actually, getting me out of town would just be the beginning of what I need.
So I failed to make it to another Govie reunion.

This time it was at Home. It's killing me more and more to know what I should be doing with my life, and that I can't do it. I should be eating lunch on the Cathedral lawn, where I used to all the time. I'm supposed t…
Radiohead - There ThereIn pitch dark I go walking in your landscape Broken branches trip me as I speak Just cos you feel it doesn't mean it's there Just cos you feel it doesn't mean it's there There's always a siren …
I think I'm starting to make a daily ritual out of chanting "no me importa, no me importa, no me importa" to myself. I have yet to see whether it helps.
And when I see you I really see you upside down But my brain knows better Picks you up and turns you around, turns you around, turns you around ---------------------------------------- I only found one real bright …
Crash won Best Picture. And I got a perfect score on my bigass Lit Crit Paper. This is almost good enough to negate the fact that I haven't done scholarship work, finished my homework, read for Professor Pohlman's clas…
EMO LYRICS TIME! (or "Indie" lyrics, if you're a self-hating emo kid, or "alternative" lyrics, if you're a Gen X or Gen Y emo twentysomething) I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images a…

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- Name: Ben
- Country: United States
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- Birthday: 12/16/1987
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