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Sunday, July 20, 2008

  • Stressed Out.

    You know the proverb, "Don't bite off more than you can chew"?

    I didn't take a bite, i practically swallowed the whole thing.

    Not counting tests, projects deadlines and exams, the events following up are; Dreams concert, Suntec Dance Competition, Breaking course with B'boy Larry, Airport Work which last for 3 months and SIP! None of these short-term obligations by the way. And i am still thinking of going for the next Reggae course!!

    But of course, all these events are the results of me being willing participant, besides SIP that is. Phooey! SO i can't complain.

     

    Anyway, today was the last day of work at the HDB. Thank God! I can go get my pay from Tuesday onwards, and i do not ever need to see those irritating, rude, uncivilised, uncouth, rude rude rude and DAMN BLOODY RUDE aunties again!!! Oh, not to mention, 1 particular aunty's brat. Who probably didn't had a chance to learn any manners seeing that the Mum's also like that. I can see now why the annual staff turnover for this kinda events are so high. I swear, joining this kinda event can turn you into an angel, cause you have seen all of what kinda people you SHOULD NOT BE. I can go on and on and on and on and on about the injustice i faced, and the fucked up people i met, but i shall not cause i might need to type for days. Whatever it is, i'm glad it's over.

     

    Phhhoooeey. I'm suppose to be studying for tmr's CPA. Ahhh... But i did study with love at the airport overnight.

    I think.

     

    I think i need more sleep!!!

     

    editted// I think stupid people should be gunned. Seriously, i cannot stand stupid people. Not low IQ or what people. But people who have brains but does not feel inclined to use them, which results in them being an irritant to society and so should be gunned. I think i shall create a list of people who should be gunned. *grins* that should be fun. Stay tune for next blog post, it's gonna be a great big joke.

Friday, July 18, 2008

  • Jaspreet's B'day Celebration~~~!!!!!

    A VERY BELATED POST ON JASPREET BDAY CELEBRATION!!!

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    Timbre. I am so.in.love with the place, and the BAND!!!! They sand happy b'day song twice just for jaspreet!!! Great great GREAT GREAT day.

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    The Bar.

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    Long Island Tea, which by the way, is the best out of many many long island teas i have tried.

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    Lime Daiquiri. Not a big fan of it, but okay lur. If you're the tequila kinda person.

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    Mojito!!!! Which is by the way one of my favourite alcoholic drink!!!

     

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    Kris

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    I was on the phone and trying to think of an expression to make. It turned out like that. lol.

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    Seafood Platter. Seriously, i don't think i need to say how good it is. JUST LOOK AT THE PHOTO PLEASE!!!! Can't you feel yourself salivating already??!?!

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    If you're as big as a fungi lover as me, you might finish this whole big pizza yourself. A big gerlat after a while lah, but still yummy!!

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    Jaspreet, unglam Ying, and Kris.

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    WEEE~! Had alot of fun talking about alot of nonsense, and we actually exchange ghost stories and all that and almost freaked out when Kris said she thought she saw something move behind me, which turn out to be a cat.

     

    and then.... came the HIGHLIGHT of the day!!!!!!!

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    Yes, this is the birthday cake. Courtesy of Ying, who took the bakery shop's salesperson word figuratively and didn't realise that this cake will actually MELT in the mouth. It's a ice cream/moouse cake of some sort. We rolled about in laughter for a while......

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    ... and still manage to make the cake look a tad bit presentable!!!!

     

     

     

     

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    Still laughing.

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    Jaspreet's amused face and Ying's "i'm sorry face"!!!! Seriously, you must be there to feel how funny it is.

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    Birthday girl!!!

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    Lalalalala, happy bday song in progress. lalalalala~

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    Still singing~~

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    And we decided to do without cutting the cake and DIG IN!!! Cherie and Galvin's cut off from the pic. Boo!

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    A happy satisfied Jaspreet!

    Hope you had fun that day girl. =DD

     

     

     

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    Love helped us took these 2 photos.

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    Galvin, Kris, Ying, Me, Jaspreet and Cherie.

     

    Oh yea, did anyone realised how under-dressed i was?!?!? In bag pack, shorts and cardigan leh!!!! And you know where we went afterwards?!?! CLARK QUAY!!!! CLARK QUAY I TELL YOU!!! I'm like a fish outta water lur. Kinda regret not going home to change, but then again, went for breaking lesson so yea, SHOULD.NOT.COMPLAIN!!

     

    (Breaking was crazy fun by the way. I can do headstand by 1 lesson!!! Cannot believe it. going for the full course starting 2nd august or 3rd, forgot.)

     

    Anyway... Back to this.

    It was Ladies Night, so we club hopped around and settled in Arena for a while.

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    On the dance floor. We seems to be surrounded by kissing couples and i swear, the DJ kept looking at Galvin or Jaspreet. They're gorgeous ladies by the way. Weee.

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    Many blurry photos onwards, because it's all taken by handphone plus lighting wasn't at its best.

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    The Loves!!!!!

     

    Mweeheee. I've decided to celebrate my b'day at Timbre this year. Extremely good price (5 of us and the bill came up to about $113 ONLY.) Seriously, it's a damn good price for all the enjoyment and food and drinks. Plus, my b'day land on a wednesday this year too!!!! *huge grin*


    *clears throat* I have a very important announcement to make.

     

    I'M IN THE GIRL'S TEAM FOR SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION!!!! *screams and run around*

    stop.

     

    *screams and run around again*

     

    I seriously didn't think i'd be chosen or anything. I thought like, y'know, it would be the stronger dancers and all, and i'm not exactly one of them. BUT!!!! It's like a God-sent chance, and i'm determined to grab hold of it tight tight and DO MY VERY VERY BEST AND MOREEEEE!!!!!

     

    It didn't hit me till now actually. I will not be worried whether i can match up to their standard but i know i WILL AND CAN DO IT DEFINITELY!!!! It's a great chance for me to push myself more and breakthrough!!! Let's all work hard together and grab this HUGE OPPORTUNITY!!! The winners get to go to Melbourne and all. It might seem like a faraway dream, but it is a goal that is worth working damn hard for.

     

    I can foresee more stress coming my way though.

     

    Bahs!!! Breakthrough!!!


    Randoms

    -Dreams concert in 1 week!!! Please support, it's $8 and i'm sure it's worth much more. Teeheee~

     

    -My new tat is nearing, day by day!!! Excited!

     

    -I feel like eating dou jiang you tiao and frog porridge. Brrrr.

     

    -Mloct test is today!!!! (2.04 am already) and i'm still online blogging!!!!

     

    -Shyt lur, have to study.

     

    -But, it's good to let things out. I think i'm gonna do a 10000 blog post one day to rant finish all the things i've been keeping in my head since the last time i blogged.

     

    -Love makes my life a lot brighter nowadays. =DDD

     

    -I miss Rena. EH WOMAN!!! SUNTAN LUR!!!

     

    -Okay actually i miss alot of people, just hope that i can split myself up and go meet all of them at once.

     

    -And i know i'm being missed alot alot too~~~ AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA!!! Okay lur, bhb.

     

    -PRSS Homecoming Dinner!!! Can't wait for it. It'll be great to see pple whom i haven't seen for like 3 years or less. I think many of us probably underwent many changes and it's a great time to catch up on their lives!!

     

    -I can't believe it, my hand is actually tired from typing out all these.

     

    -Sleep.

     

    -wooo~~!!

     

Thursday, July 03, 2008

  • Mad

    Brokedown again today. I think i'm going crazy.

    Sorry love and Ying and Jespreet for running off like that and making you all worry. I honestly dunno what's wrong with me nowadays. And i'm really sorry to all the pple i made worry too.

    Mad, like i say.

    Speaking of mad, Will, love, and me were writing notes and passing it like schoolchildren in co. law class today. The whole conversation were (to the best of our knowledge), in chinese words. Been a million years since i write ANYTHING in chinese, and i even had to think for a while how to write my name. Gosh. The written convo went like this.

    Steph: Very... naggy...

    Will: Best lawyer 2004... lehx *bows*

    Steph: Wo de ming zhi jiao zheng yun. Ni hao! (My name is Zheng yun. Hello!)

    Will: Ni hen full of shit (You are full of shit)

    Steph: Ni ta me de la! (Damn you!)

    Will: Qu ni lao ma de da ye (China's vulgarity)

    Cherie: Cheng Chong Long shi ge wang ba dan! (Will is a sofab)

    Will: Ni wang jiu dan lah (Chinese pun, of some sort)

    Steph: (Wrote a long sentence full of chinese words)

    Cherie: (Edits all the wrong chinese characters i wrote) Then continue to write "Zheng Yun shi ge da ben dan. Ha, ha. Shou xiao lah! (Steph is a big fool. Haha. Joking lah!)

    Some people higher chinese one lur then chinese so pro. TSK. xP

    Seriously, i think we're super random.

    TPSU AGM performance tmr!!!!

    Wo pa pa. (I scared)

    >.<


    I believe God has a better plan for me, and that everything will go smoothly by the end of this month.

    Definitely will. There must be lows before highs.

    I need to motivate myself so that i can motivate people.

    Mind over body Stephanie!!

    I will be better. Seriously i will be. Don't worry about me anymore love. You know?


    Check out this website. https://www.wowtattoos.com/wow/index.php?cPath=140_142

    Ambigram tattoo designs. Love is trying to design my name and i might get it tattoo-ed. At the same time, i'm very tempted to get the hakuna matata ambigram. Might get a vertical ambigram above my current one too. Too many choices!! Cannot decide lur. Heh heh. Cannot save it coz they didnt want anyone stealing their designs so go check it out if you're interested!!!


    headache.

     

    byebye.

     

    p.s. I will try and keep the cockroaches away. =D Thanks for being there!!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

  • Randomnified

    - Someone went to google and search for "zheng+yun+stephanie" and "kai-sing-lim"(my pri school bestie) and linked to my blog. I wonder if it's a primary school friend.

     

    - I have frequent readers from overseas. One from Belgium and another from Canada. Everyday without fail. HELLO THERE!!

     

    - I got striked by the emo-bugs after reading your blog.

     

    - Someone search for "blog+boyzillion" and it linked to my blog too!! LOL!

     

    - Speaking of which, i need to go get another brazillian soon.

     

    - The only photo that i am inside one to show for the last clubbing day before school starts. Oh and that day was super funny because everyone without agreeing upon anything beforehand, wore the same colour scheme to Zouk. See! Blue white black!!! Mambo-ed and it was crazy fun.

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    - I feel so nervous everytime i dance with the seniors. I dunno why. I seriously underperformed during AGM training today. Felt so gan chiong and i dunno why!!

     

    - Vibes is coming up. Please support! It's free. Lol.

     

    - I'm really trying very hard to improve my Reggae but i feel like i'm not improving.

     

    - Very stress.

     

    - Finally, i got 2 offers for SIP after worrying about shit for so long. Now i dunno which one to pick or wait for another company which i really want to call me.

     

    - I feel that everyone is improving in Dance, but we're not improving AS A GROUP.

     

    - Melissa Chan and Cherie has been super good to me and they seems to be there everytime i'm damn bloody down and i can't seem to thank them enough.

     

    - And, i can't seem to shake off this stupid angsty mood.

     

    - Eh woman!!! Haven't met you for so long ah!!!!

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    Miss you! We need to talk. RAHS!!!

     

    - I like talking to Lance, because we can talk very long on MSN and i enjoy our conversations. Lol. I think i put this on 1 "Randomnified" entries a while back.

     

    - OH, someone was reading back my previous entries till a few months ago. Alot of patience ah, whoever that person is.

     

    - I am talking to Melissa about the blog thingy now, and one thing she said hit me very hard. "one thing he said its right. you dont get back with person bcos of the regret that you've never experienced smtg better."

     

    - 10 months plus.

     

    - Ben and Jerry with Cherie and peeps on Fri after work!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!

     

    - I got a bottle of vodka raspberry, courtesy of Cherie, which is calling out to me now. I swear it's just begging to be opened. LOL!!

     

    - It's 1.32 am now, 2 hours since i came home from Dance, and i haven't shower.

     

    - I really ought to be showering now and starting on my work instead of blogging.

     

    - Okay. Gone.

     

Saturday, June 21, 2008

  • Death

    A seed hides, so small and frail

    covered by soil, left to grow.

    3 summers, 6 summers, 9 summers and more

    A young strong tree now, so much to show.

    We expected for it to grow on and on

    Never to leave us, not when the wind blows.

    A flash, a second, we can't comprehend

    The floor swept clean, wiped bare.

    How can God take something so young and strong

    Before it's time, we're all sure.

    We weep for the demise of this young 'un

    Farewell, a friend, you'll be in our heart.

    -Stephanie


    We don't really think of death until someone whom we know, no matter close friends or mere acquaintences, unexpectedly leaves us. Especially so if they're young and at the prime of their life.

    I think Death is a sad and at the same time beautiful thing. Beautiful because the happy memories remains, yet sad because new memories cannot be made.

     

    And with death, life goes on.

     

    sighs.

     

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