Life is about to change completely.  I want it to change.  it will be a good change.  but it scares me to death.  rather, I think that God will completely challenge me and change me and I won't be able to do it by myself.  but I guess that's what God does to us.  molds us through Him, right? 

Tommorrow, I will move in with 5 people I don't know, do I'm not sure exactly what for 3 months, and not even know when I'm going to be done.  All of this is for God and His glory, but I still want to know.  I guess that goes back to being independant from God.  He has allowed me to rest for the past quarter and a half, but now it's back to unsurety, complete reliance on God, and growth. 

<sigh>  Now, I guess I should get up and start getting ready to be God's tool.