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i love the corniness of the backstreet boys.Remember when, we never needed each otherThe best of friends likeSister and BrotherWe understood, we'd never be,AloneThose days are gone, and I want you so muchThe night is lon…
and it's love. make it hurt.practice today was ok. i was messing around most of the time. the drumline got a new instructor. he's a cutie. chelsea arleady found him on myspace. can we say stalker status? pageantry is goi…
I'm under attack again my dear, I'm in the wayGot no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to sayAnd still if I yell at the top of my lungs will it be the same?I'd fly you a flag, I'd bury this pen into my veinsI wanna feel t…
orientation is today.im less than thrilled.but i am excited about showing off my new hair cut. because it's official, the longest piece of hair on my head, is five inches shorter than it was yesterday. the shortest, 7. c…
they'll never hurt you like i do.no.
let's get out of this place while we still have time. if words couldn't fail me...and the chance of mee crashing and burning wasn't there..i'd tell you how beautiful you are standing there at this moment. looking back at…
the banquet was really nice. everyone was hugging everyone taking pictures of everyone, laughing, remincing..it was good. i spent most of the night with joey. i shared my nachos with him since he liked them more than i d…
it's been a long while since i've been this sick. it really REALLY sucks. nothing seems to get me better! : (no beach bonfire with winds yesterday.no final winds parades today.no band camp tomorrow.if im too sick to go t…
so to add to not being able to speak..i now officially am sick. my dad talked to me about him wanting to support me and be there for me more...we'll see how that one turns out. i want to think positive about him, but it'…
i almost got in my first accident today. and it was weird that i laughed the whole time we were heading near that car, jumping the curb, running over bushes, and almost diving into a cement wall. at least i know i would …
after being yelled at by my dad for like ever today..i couldn't help but think about ed for some reason. i hate how every once in a while he floods my thoughts..and it's like, i honestly, truly miss talking to him. every…
-o I-:-Smoke?: i have. but i don't.Have sex?: nope.Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Not so much anymore.Remember your first love?: i don't think i've been in love.Read the newspaper?: no.Have any gay or lesbian frie…
i talked to joey for the best drunken phone call ever tonight. joey's a fun drunk.i can't wait for 6pm tomorrow.
ther concert tonight made me cry. everyone's parents were there, or someone..someone was there for them. but me. i felt so left out and alone. and it's always that way. every performance i do..no one is ever there to che…
the parade in big bear was lame. i hit my head and it still hurts..joey came back yesterday though and i got to talk to him. it was soooooo great. i missed him a whole lot. he would have gone to the parade today but the …
well, im back from ucsd, (sadly) and now im off to see none other than Greg in the parade at La Habra. all the guy problems i've been having latley, i really don't want to see him, and hopefully, he'll miss my face throu…