Wednesday, July 09, 2008

• where am i?

  my 5th year abroad is counting down and what's left behind now is a 2 months gap in between my naive and juvenile medical school and a real- world, harsh final year and work. My ambition to come back, or my hope, has been diminished to a secondary priority. Maybe i shall admit that i have not that ability (ro return home).

  And maybe i shall be saying to myself that my whole life is a holiday-school-trips-abroad and coming back to hong kong for a month or 2 is just to rejunenate myself so i won't get to dry and lost in directions. I dont' blame anyone for this misfortune. But i do found regrets as I have lost a lot of things that my parents have given me. tangible items can be found again, but never opportunities be regenerated. my failure to get into a better sch has resulted a waste of 4 years of my bloody precious youth. I don't recall anything that i have done in particular importance, apart from that marathon which gave me a fucking rash.

  Shall i continue to day dream or head the hard way and go away from home forever? there's nothing that i can look forward too in my tunnel.

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