.... why so little confidence??

800 . . . thought to be last, eventually came first . . .

but really, before running . . .

suddenly crossed my mind : "why you have to doubt your own abilities?"

then i was in position on track . . .

after starting, i hestitated whether to try to run pass other players . ..

"it has to be some time you bid them, or you can never win", i thought.

then i started to keep a constant pace and

gradually passed all players before me and became in lead

hearing some "wow!"s and "great!"s around . . .

there were people that appreciated me.

. . . i lead until the finishing line . . .

finishing in 2:31.66

faster than group 2 winner 2:34.78

quite high chance to win in the finals . . .

what i'm happy about is the change made in mindset*

it works this way . . . you place your confidence onto God,

(also equals not to doubt personal abilities)

then, off you go.

on the way, there will be people who cheer you up and

appreciate you . . . you buddies pray for you

but dont be chuffed only,

you have to carry on with your effort on the track

at last, there will be great rewards at the end

my gains in this race~

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thank you all whoever did tolerate my "grey" mind . ..

and continuously give me comfort and encouragement

leaving room for me to improve

real companions~

i should thank these people

i should be thankful to God

since many people dont have such chances . . .

they are never accepted and left any room to grow

almost cant breathe

thank you God*