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 (Yes, that's the sad puppy dog face begging you)
         Live right now. Just be yourself. Who cares if it isn't good
enough - for someone else.
She finally lets go of her fake smile. As she looks in the mirror
watching the tears s l o w l y roll down her face, and she whispers
"I don't want to be me anymore .."
Friends are like elevator buttons, they can either take you up,
or bring you d o w n . Choose wisely.
You care about him, more than your life. Because let's face it,
he makes your life worth living.
Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize what you've had,
what you've lost, & what you've taken for granted.
You're the definition of the absolute best. And you're the reason I get
through life when it's a total mess.
Where the will of God leads you, the Grace of God will keep you.
There's just something about him that made me like him ever since
the day I met him. There was something about him that made me
go aBsOlUtLeY c R a Z y for him.
One life - Gotta live it up. One chance - Don't pass it up.
One love - Don't fuck it up.
Love... we think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep
worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it;
when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it; when we
have it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure
and pain. But we can't predict which it will be from one moment to
the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define,
impossible to live without."
If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening,
be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff
in his ear. - Winnie the Pooh
I stopped to ask, "Jesus, how much do you love me?"
He responded and said, "This much," as he s t r e t c h e d
out his arms and died.
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| - Somewhere between the procrastination - the homework - the
friendships - the nasty cafeteria food - the calls to old friends -
the "I miss you's" - the "I love you's" - the "What are we doing
tonights?" - somewhere between all of the changing and growing -
the skipping classes - the studying for tests - the pretending to be
studying for tests - & the downright not studying for tests -- I forgot --
I forgot what it meant to cry - I forgot that pretending to be happy
doesn't make you happy - I forgot that pretending to be smart
doesn't make you smart - & that pretending to be ok doesn't make
you ok - I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the
future - I forgot that you can't control falling in love - and that you
can't make yourself fall in love -- I learned -- I learned that I can love -
I learned that it's okay to mess up - it's okay to ask for help -
it's okay to feel like crap - I learned it's okay to complain and whine to
all your friends for a whole day ... somehow they'll make it all better -
I learned that sometimes the things you want most, you just can't
have - I learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are
the things which we most need to talk out - I learned that letters from
friends are the most important thing - and that sending cards to your
friends makes you feel better - But, basically, I just learned that
my friends * Both old & new * are the most important people to me
in the world -
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| this will be my last update for awhile, i'm goin to florida until the 23rd then i'll come home and it'll almost be ChRiStMaS! 
Merry Christmas!!!!
Love is a funny thing. It's an intensely personal yet universal thing.
It has a thousand definitions, & not one of them gets it exactly right.
It's a feeling. It's an experience. It's inside of us & yet elusive.
We desire it yet fear it. It's the central experience of our lives,
& yet it remains a mystery.
   
 
When you're around someone so much for so long,
they become a part of you, and if they change or go away,
you won't know who you are without them.
   
 
When we're both old ladies we'll still be best friends.
We'll be chillin in the nursing home sayin "& remember when..."
   
 
I absolutely hate how you can piss me off so easily,
but the next minute, you make me feel like
the luckiest girl in the world to be with you.
  
 
I'm scared that I'm going to end up all alone.
I'm scared that I'm always going to be the friend, someone's sister, or "confident".
But never quite someone's everything.
Mostly I'm scared that I'm never going to meet another guy
that I'll love as much as I love you.
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Happy Valentines Day! 
