Oh dear. In the first video he does look very tired. I didn't really understand until I saw that - I can see why it's tugging at your heart.
I had two fish like that. They didn't live very long. I was told they weren't s'posed to. Although the first one died verrry prematurely. Apparently I had too much water in the bowl (little John was a gift, and I'd gone out to find him more suitable lodgings). When I got home he was gone! It was very curious. I couldn't imagine where he was. The bowl was on top of the fridge, so I knew my dog hadn't eaten him. About an hour later I noticed something on the kitchen floor. It would seem Johnny Newfish had made a leap to freedom... not so successfully.
Not that it has anything to do with this. It was kind of funny, though. There were lots of fish suicide jokes for a while.
Is this making you feel better or worse?
I'm off to Vegas tomorrow. Back in a week.
x.g.

It's amazing how he reacts to the wiggling of your fingers. People think fish are dumb but I think they are beautiful and smart, and also very special. I love the ocean and everything in it. I wish your fish luck, and if he is going to die, I hope that he is not suffering.

Where is that fish from?