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  • How?

    How can I give to others when I don't have much to give? I have received so much, enough to make me feel guilty inside. For getting so much from others and not able to give any back in return. Sometimes I wonder if my …
  • Dreams

    Lately I have been able to retain in my memory much of what I have been dreaming in my sleep. This hasn't happened before, at least in the same degree of frequency and amount of retention after waking up. These dreams …
  • I sink in water

    I remember my parents sent me to a swimming school when I was a kid, probably around 8 or 9. I remember doing the breaststroke really well. I remember my swimming instructor who happened to be one of identical twin broth…
  • General update... sort of

    Currently in National University of Malaysia (UKM), as a research assistant by title, as a graduate research assistant by daily activities, and a prospective graduate student.Has yet to receive pay since December.Old ca…
  • It's not a good feeling...

    ... when you have your fate lying in the hands of others.All I can do now is wait.Some people just take too long. It's like a long period of starvation. Literally.And ultimately, if they decide against my favor, all woul…