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Original: 9/24/2004 1:44 AM
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Friday, September 24, 2004
 

it sometimes happens that you question faith, hope.
for everyone, there has to be at least that one thing you hope you life happen upon. it gives you purpose, motivation, drive; it reminds you to breathe.
then one day you think your chance has come, and it's better at that instant than that day you thought all your dreams came true, better still than that moment you'd pick as your life's happiest memory.
then it fucks up, and you wonder if that was it.

faith persists. days turn into years, and you fool yourself for all but occasional cathartic recollections. i will survive. HWC. i frigging believe. until the day i die.

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Posted 9/24/2004 2:57 AM by meghanjenna - reply

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faith keeps people hopeful. set reasonable goals for yourself and you'll be happy.
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aww =)  it's a vicious cycle...but......whaddayagonnado?

So let's see, i get email notifications, so i know where all your comments are haha.  how is the Hymn sexual?  flashing of genitalia? don remember that at all =T  i sit across from the teacher too!  except once, i sat like right next to her haha.

getting away from the computer is nice once in a while...but it's another dimension to friendship, i think... i have so many friends that are online-exclusive, so i could never just stop using the internet.

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heh hua is great if you actually hear him and see him alive... i guess that's why i had a crush on him.  i used to think how i could totally fall in love for the way he acts (you know how you start to love little quirks about your significant other? yeah...i'm weird, and a daydreamer, so..hah)  but i'm over that, i think, enough of letting my heart fall for him, cuz we both get into these little squabbles and that just pisses me off.  if i dont have that mindset of "liking" him, i wont be so disappointed when he gets on my nerves.  we'll just be friends..we'll just be friends...we'll only be friends......

Yeah, they are like my sub-family.  Everybody is really great, the mentors, the students, the adults...we have good [semi-clean] fun and i dont hate anyone!!  (wow!)  It's a huge confidence boost, which is exactly what i need, and so i love robotics!

i hear you about the whole big-decisionmaking.  I'm a little glad that i got "rejected" cuz then i had a summer to re-decide, and i'm glad i'm not committed to anything, cuz i'm still finding something to commit to.  even robotics doesn't ask for your 100%, which is a nice feeling =)

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The DCFC song?  Aww =(  Yeah i'm getting annoyed with this one too... it's a Kith-related song.  Made by Bruce McCulloch for the kith movie Brain Candy.  It's an MIDI of it, called Some Days It's Dark.  Didn't you want a song or two?  anyway, if you do, just lemme know.
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(haha i keep forgetting to include stuff...)

They had a website last year, but it sucked and was never updated... well, they'd have info for that week, but this year it's got a comprehensive schedule... i'm planning on going to a lot of these movies... Mark McKinney (another Kid from Kith) is in The Saddest Music of the World!!!!!!! OMG!  I was trying to watch it all summer, but never got to the video store.. how awesome. 

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GP!

lol

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