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Wednesday, August 06, 2008
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.. i'm finally back ..
my internet has been broke..
thts why i havent been on..which really sucked.. haha.
but at least i have it now..
sorry for not being on so much..i'll try to get back to everyone..
but i currently have 28 messages..
haha <33
Sunday, July 27, 2008
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.. i still can't see my comments ..
except for the first few words..
so sorry if my replies are a little odd.
haha.
anywayy..
i got a weight watchers scale last
night.. (even though i'm not doing weight watchers)
i weighed on it last night.. then it divided my weight
by 10% and gave me a short term goal.. which i can deal
with if i can ever get out of these dang 170's. :[
and next week i'm snapping right back to my UEN
program.. because that's the week before school
starts so i want to at least look half decent when i go
back.. and i've decided i'm not getting new school clothes
til a few weeks into school.. cause i got some new clothes
over the summer i can wear.. so that's no big deal.. plus
i want to at least fit into a 10 or 11 pants..
Saturday, July 26, 2008
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.. so today ..
i'm going to try my best not to eat too much..
i feel super bloated..
and sorry i'm not commenting ya'll back..
my computer is being retarded and
not letting me look at my blogs..
so i can read messages.. and about
the first 3 words of comments.. haha
which sorta pisses me off..
and im getting a scale tonight for sure..
which is going to be a bad and good thing
i guess.. but idk.. =/
Friday, July 25, 2008
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Currently Listening
Louder Now
By Taking Back Sunday
<3 i miss listening to this
see related.. here's the truth ..
so my scale broke y-day..
and last night i guess i just
had in my mind i could eat
what i wanted or whatever..
so i ate a big helping of mashed
potatoes.. and a piece of fried chicken
after i posted.. i felt/still feel sooo gross. :(
so i decided i would take a laxie.. even
though they cause me cramps and stuff..
but insted of taking 3.. even though the
box says 2 only.. i took 1.. so maybe it wont
be so bad on me.. i just really hate them.
well honestly..
i should lose the weight back
the good way.. and not by taking them..
but.. idk.. i just feel.. gross with food in
me of any kind really..
oh well.. i will update tomorrow..
i will more than likely have a scale by
tomorrow afternoon.. so i can see how much
damage was made..
edit/
cramped all night..
getting a scale in a few hours..
just ate 2 graham crackers (about 80 cals)
how am i supposed to lose that weight
before school starts doing all this..!?
edit 2/
i still haven't got a scale..
i have no idea when i'm getting it..
tomorrow hopefully..
it's starting to drive me crazy not having
it.. am i addicted to the scale?
Thursday, July 24, 2008
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.. urggg, 172.6 again ..
i mean.. i'm glad i didnt gain..
but i wish the scale would say
anything but the same thing it did
before.. ya know?
and my scale is broke.. so i have to
buy a new one.. i had it up on my desk..
and the cat was laying on it.. and i go over
to pick him up.. and he leaps off of it..
and it fell onto the floor... thank god i had already
weighed for the day i guess.. but i probably wont be
able to get a new scale for another couple of days..all i've eaten today so far has been
8 low fat wheat thins (64) and a small
apple (55) so about 119 cals altogether..
edit/
i burned 300 cals at ddr.. and did
30 side bends on each side with my weight
ball.. and 50 frog crunches..
i would've done more but i had to get ready to
go some places..
thanks girls for all the support. <3

