here's the deal.

i'm not updating again unless i get some comments.  if it's that my updates suck, just tell me.

some comments would be nice this time...=]

If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different, i'd rather be completely fucking mental.

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know your name is safe in their mouth. -Billy, age 4.

Every relationship is messed up but what makes it perfect is if you still wanna be there when things really suck.

And i wish you all the love in the world, but most of all, i wish it from myself.

You may feel alone with you're falling asleep, but know your heart belongs to someone.

I want to run, but only far enough to make you miss me.

There's little to be sure of, but we will last forever. For now we know the pure love, we feel when we're together. Long as you are in my heart, we'll never say goodbye.

You can kill the dreamer, but you can't kill the dreams.

In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they all make us who we are and in the end, they shape and detail us. If we were to reverse them, we wouldn't be the person we are today. So just live, make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you've been, and most importantly, where you're going.

This night has greatness written all over it; i can feel it.

But we understand each other and we care about each other and i believe that years from now, we still will.

You're something between a dream and a miracle.

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wow. i totally didn't plan on staying away for that long. sorry. i hope you enjoy this one though =]

Well, i don't know where i'll go now, and i don't really care who follows me there. But i'll burn every bridge that i cross, and find some beautiful place to get lost.

Please believe that things are good with me, and even when they're not, they will be soon enough.

She simply lived with his face in her heart all the time.

"I was born with an enormous need for affection and a terrible need to give it." -Audrey Hepburn.

So maybe you could walk with me awhile and maybe i could rest beneath your smile. Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold cause it's a long trip alone.

You can be in my dreams if i can be in yours.

I'm afraid of not having enough time; not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or even to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgements and mistakes that everybody makes; you can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.

But man, she talks about you like you put the stars in the sky.

"I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way i want to." -Jimi Hendrix

"When shit brings you down, just say 'Fuck it' and eat yourself some mother fucking ice cream." -Me Talk Pretty One Day

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me. There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me. One touch of your hand says you'll catch me if i ever fall. You say it best when you say nothing at all.

I'm too tired for anymore. I'll keep updating and do a better job than last time =]

and in case any of you want it, i have a personal myspace...

www.myspace.com/publish_mylove

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Happy Valentines Day!

There won't be a day that goes by wihtout me thinking of you.

Dreams last for so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me and
soon you will see,
you were meant for me,
and i was meant for you.

I've said it before and you know that i meant it;
You're all i want to know and i won't let that go.

I just want to see you when you're all alone. I just want to catch you with my hands. I just want to be there when the morning light explodes on your face, it radiates; i can't escape.

There's nothing i can do to concentrate. It's so distracting always thinking of you.

"Love isn't a maybe thing, you know when you love someone."
-Lauren Conrad

And it will be perfect. If there wasn't perfect love waiting for the right moment to bring two people together, then what would be the point in living?

If i had my life to live over again, next time i'd give you more kisses and hold you closer. I'd memorize everything you ever said to me and carry it in my heart like a poem. If i had my life to live over again, next time i'd find you sooner so i could love you longer, better and truer.

^My all-time favorite =]

It's just the way he looks at me with a love so complete.

You're love is the best thing i'll ever have.

Do you ever know, what you mean to me? Well, i'm at a loss for words. Do you even know, you make me so happy? What can i say, what can i do, to let you know how much i treasure you?

It's you and me sweetheart,
my dream is you.
When you hold my hand, i'm free.
And when you kiss my cheek, you melt me.

Love with all you have, like you don't know what it's costing you.

If anyone could make me a better person, you could.

I never spend a day not loving you.

"When i first saw you with your smile so tender, my heart was captured; my soul surrendered."
-Elvis Presley

"You're all the pretty music that i need, so lay down on that couch and sing for me. I bet you didn't know that i am terrified of the dark and everytime i think of you i smile. I bet you don't know that i hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain. Or how much i laugh with my friends and how much i truely enjoy being happy. I bet you don't know how many tears i've cried or how much i doubt myself everyday. I bet you don't know how ticklish i am or how i can't make decisions. And how it drives me crazy when you look at me. I bet you don't know that i would do anything to be with you."
-Grey's Anatomy

i hope everyone has a really special day with their valentine today =]
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really short...

but it will hold you over for now. sorry, school is too much to handle right now.

Things with us are never normal. I think we like it that way, never knowing what's going to happen from one day to the next. i think that is why we can't ever let each other go.

When i saw you, i fell in love
and you smiled because you knew.

His laugh, that smile
they get me everytime.

But i can't spell it out for you.
No it's never gonna be that simple
If you'd just realize what i just realized
that we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other.
-Colbie Caillat

"After a while, you just want to be with the one that makes you laugh."
-Sex&TheCity

When i count my thoughts, they're mostly you.

SORRY! BIG UPDATE HOPEFULLY SOON!