Wow, it's been a longgg time..
This quarter went pretty well for me; I got my 3.0 and am well on my way for making up for sophomore year. Next quarter I have 19 hours, but I'm retaking Fluids and will hopefully locate a file so I don't have to do any real work. I understand the concepts, I just didn't get a grade that reflected it the first time around (grrr). I hope I'll be luckier this time around. I'm also taking my 2nd junior design class, which apparently is all documentation work and I think is pre-Senior design work - and I'm hoping that won't be too taxing. I'm also taking ComSys, Digital, and EMag Waves - where apparently ComSys isn't that bad, Digital will be okay and I'll have a file, but then there's Waves.. sigh. I just need to get through.
This break I stayed in Terre Haute just so I could relax and not deal with flying home, my mom, etc. It was a really good break, but I do wish that I went home maybe for a couple of days. CJ was here from the end of break until Wednesday, and then Tina came back Wednesday and I've never really been alone - but I wish I was with my family. I broke down a little last night when I was talking to CJ because I am missing my family a little more than I should (and it doesn't help that he keeps reminding me that I chose not to go home and could've/should've), but I blamed it more on him leaving me to go home, so that's going to be fun to clean up once he wakes up today. I just wish they weren't so away and trips home could be more casual and not such events.
I know I'm feeling sorry for myself, but I miss my family a lot. Being in Kentucky this summer and starting the Tuesday after Memorial Day doesn't allow me any time to go home before I start working. Therefore, I'm going home a few days in April (which I made my dad extend my first flight plans from 3 days to 5 since I've been feeling this way) and then..? I think I stop work around August 15th. So maybe I could go home a little bit then. I don't know. I've been trying to distance myself a little so it's easier not to be so homesick, but it's making me more homesick instead. Sigh.
I also don't really know what I'm up to today; I'm not sure when my roommates are getting back and if there's anyone else around. I feel bad third-wheeling it with Tina and Gilmore constantly but I got nothing. I've drank something the past 2 nights and my eyes are a mess, so I'd like to put myself in a better health state before starting this quarter. As well, I have class 8AM every effing morning so I should probably establish a better sleep schedule than going to bed at 3.30AM every morning and waking up at 11AM.. Bad Michelle. Baaad.
I just wish I was in a better mood.
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