i feel like i've pressed the reset button on life. it's good

a milli a milli a milli a milli a milli a milli a milli a milli a mill... ion sales.. that's wassup. Congrats to Weezy F. for being the first artist to sell a million copies during their first week since 2005... 6th top ten album since he first hit the charts at 16 years old.

damn. mixtapes and leaks sell records ladies and gents. in my eyes, it was marketing success...and i haven't bought it yet... i'm also missing the concert HERE IN DALLAS:

06-07 Bridgeport, CT - Arena at Harbor Yard
06-08 Atlantic City, NJ - House of Blues
06-10 Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena
06-11 Chicago, IL - House of Blues
06-12 San Jose, CA - HP Pavilion
06-15 San Diego, CA - House of Blues
06-16 Los Angeles, CA - House of Blues
06-20 Fresno, CA - Selland Arena
06-27 Lafayette, LA - Cajundome
06-28 Sunrise, FL - Bank Atlantic Center
07-12 Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre (K104 Summer Jam)
07-12 Shreveport, LA - Hirsch Memorial Coliseum
08-10 Baltimore, MD - Pimlico Race Course (Virgin Mobile Festival)

Same day as my PCs bday... fuckin a. no more shows in all of Texas either.

Tomorrow Katt Williams show... it's nice to have something in the middle of the week, cause the weekend is always fun, but the mon-fri grind is torture..

graduated.. and.. I'm pretty sure no one is going to hire me because I don't have a working portfolio. I would say, "Go look at the Dallas Lambdas site." but.. we didn't pay our bills and now there is no dallas lambdas site. dammit. Soooo I decided to take the opportunity to go ahead and build more of a portfolio and teach myself the new photoshop and flash cs3 progs.. but my computer wasn't up to par... so i bought a new computer.. then my monitor was too small.. so i bought a monitor that takes up more than half my desk, and everyday since I've gotten it in I've watched movies and TV shows. *FAILURE*

I now sit here trying to decide whether to start fuckin with tutorial sites and get into it or procrastinate/throw more money at the problem and buy a book. I mean, I've already started fuckin with it.. but if I had a book I could read at work.. and I know you're thinking, will you really read at work?? yes. Because I have nothing better to do during my break since the people I used to eat lunch with go relocated... and it makes that 9-5 *cough* 4 grind suck that much more. BUT tomorrow :) and this weekend :D, and next week PAY DAY.. the two sweetest syllables in the english language.

Some chica ran into my front bumper and fucked it up SO her daddy cut me a check for 5 bills.. gonna take that and try and do all the work myself along with a whole lot of other maintenance and aesthetics that were long over-due. If everything turns out well, there will be before and after pictures.. if it doesn't, there will still be before and after pictures but a lil less pride.

damn. since 02. i've been on this hoe since 02... how long have you been an active member of the internet society? I remember my first email account was created at the Richardson Public Library, we didn't have internet at my house then.. it was tot baller.. too baller to have that 28.8 modem that would later wake up my parents while I tried to get online at night. I also remember i used to borrow ppl's AOL accounts to go chat and download music. One song took all night and was shitty quality but I would later make mix CDs and hustle them in middle school, and as usual I go off on a tangent. elf_14@hotmail.com <~~ my first email address(i now use it for all junkmail)... because I was 14 at the time. do you remember asian avenue? playing black jack to win points? or friendster? shit. i totally forgot about  that one, just found out that site is still up and running. Amazing when you consider how absolutely dominating facebook and myspace are.

lately.. I've been lost in mind, trapped in my head, inarticulate and unable to convey my thoughts. frustrating... and ironic that I would write about an inability to communicate.