I am soo happy with the how everything has turned out in my life so far.  I lived in Washington for about five months.. I really loved being there and working.  I love being a veterinary technician so much that work does not feel like work at all.  However, I did not like living so far away from my family.  I always knew I was close to my family.. I just never realized how close I really am.  I missed my dad, sister, brother, my brothers girlfriend, my friends my soon to me in-laws...everyone I am the closest to

Anyway, I am soo happy to be near my family and friends.  I am very glad that I moved back.

I miss my aunt, uncle, and cousins soo much though.. I became really close to my aunt.. I hate not being near her, too bad she could not move back here then everyone would be perfect.

I should get going, talk later.

It has been a really long time since I last typed on here.. I am not even sure where to begin.  This past month has been really busy for me.  O.k the last time I was on here I was working at a nursing home in Duluth.  I ended up loosing that job.  I was rolling a really heave lady so I could change her pad, and as I went to roll her I noticed that she was really weak, I did not think much of it.  Once I had her on her side I had to hold her up and put a dry pad on her.  This particular lady is close to 300 or 400 pounds at least.  Once I was workman comp. they decided to let me go due to not filling out the proper paper work in a timely manner!   That same week I found out that my dad may have Parkinson's Disease or Parkinsonism.  Parkinsonism is when the person has all of the symptoms of Parkinson's but they actually do not have the disease.  The only way to test and make sure the person does in fact have Parkinson's is through an MRI.. So, my dad will be going in for that next week.  I am really sad because his speech has been getting worse especially when he is tired.  My dad is really unsteady on his feet, he looses his balance everytime he stand's up and every time he stands in one place for too long.

About two or three weeks ago while all this other stuff was going on I went over to C's place because I was really sick of the way he treating me and I felt that if he wanted to remain friends he would need to treat me better then he was.  I really wanted to get some answers from him; such as if he had been cheating on me while we were together.  I had the strongest feeling for the past two years that C was having an affair with one of his really good lady friends from work and I really felt that he owed me an explanation as to whether this had really been happening and if me and C could try and be friends... I just needed to know what all of the stuff meant that he had been telling me and I wanted to know then.   Anyway, I go over to his place and his friend (whom I believed was the "other" woman) is there with him and they are sitting around watching t.v and talking.  I end up going into his placed and staying for about three hours because we had tons of stuff that we needed to work through in order for to be friends even.  While I was over there his little (actually she is huge) friend told me that C had indeed been cheating on me with her!   I was floored, I had feelings it was going on but I never really thought that he would actually go out and have an affair behind my back for two years!  I find this out and immediately after I find this out they start ripping into me saying that I am a very selfish person and that I only think about me!  Any of my friends would tell this is not the case at all.  In fact I go out of my way to help people all of the time.  Needless to say when I found this out it completly devestated me.  I did not know what was going on at all, I felt like I was in a movie and that everyone was coming after me, I did not know what to do.  I decided right after he told me that I needed to go the bathroom and be alone, I did not want them to see me at this point.  But by no means was I ready to leave I could not drive there was no way I could.  The kicker of the whole thing was that he and she had told me, "you cannot blame us for what happended, we fell in love and you cannot blame feelings."  I was  floored when he told me this.

The week after I found out that C was cheating on me I decided that I needed to move out of the Duluth/Superior area to get a better handle on my life and work at a job I love.  I needed a change, a fresh new start on my life.  So, after about two weeks of looking for a job I had decided that I would move to Washington, for now.  If my dad get's really bad I might end up moving back so I can take care of him.

I bought a train ticket last Friday for Sunday, and I deboarded the train in Washington on Tuesday!  On wednesday I had an interview at a veterinary hospital over in Edmond's.. I live in Kingston with my aunt.. so it is not too far at all.  I will have to take the ferry and a bus but that is not bad at all.:) I was offered the position, after being here not even a day!! Which I thought was really cool, I am soo happy that everything is going so well now. 

I am not too worried about my dad because my brother and sister live at home with him.  I am sure everything will go fine and if he needs something done that he cannot do my siblings will help him out as much as they can.

I start my new job on monday!!!

My train ride was really nice.  At first I was scared and nervous.  I was standing in the aisle trying to find a place to sit where I could be all alone, I did not feel like being around anyone at this point.  While I was standing in the aisle this guy moved some of his stuff and said, "If you want to sit here you can."  So I did.  He showed me how things on the train worked (I had never been on before in my life).  Me this guy ended up talking for most of the train ride. It was really nice to meet someone who was nice and liked to talk just as much as I like to talk.:) 

Everything is going so much better for me out here in Washington I know I made the right choice to come out here.

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