So here we are... Year 2007 and as I¨ve written in my nik in MSN: New Year - New Try!!! Since I haven´t been around my lap the last three days I haven´t had the chance to do this entry before the New Year. But anyhow then I´ll do it now!!

First of all.... Happy New Year to all a of You!!!! For those who had a wonderful or good year 2006: I wish u an even better 2007 or at least a same wonderful one!!! For those who had a not so nice year 2006: Just keep up trying!!! this is a new year!! And after a bad year always a nice year is following!!!! (my best friend told me, jejeje)

Then I wanna thank u all for your support and for the comments u gave me since I´ve started this blog here at Xanga!!! First it was just for writing all my frustration down and for giving my friends the chance to support me and to know how I am - during a time that was the toughest of my life. Then it became just like my diary in paper - I wrote down comments and things I was reading, and it´s still a nice instrument to communicate with friends far away. thank u for reading it and supporting or criticizing me!!!

This year began much better than the last year. Last year I made a terrible mistake at the first of January (actually the whole problem began the 31st of December 2005) and after that another terrible mistake. I lied two times and it were the mistakes which, in the end, put me into this miserable period in the middle of the year. Two mistakes, two lies, which caused me a lotta pain and cost me a lot. I´ve never done those mistakes again, I¨ve never lied again to this person again but anyway they were the main cause that I´ve lost this person in the end, that I´ve screwed it up. . I learned a lot in the last year, about love, about myself, about friendship. I learned which people are real friends, I found new ones and I lost some old. In the end I have grown stronger, wiser, and yes, I have changed. I know most of my friends don´t recognize it but in my inside I did! This was not a good year, not at all. There were nice moments, like the rest of January, the whole time during the world championship, the time with Janith and Tania in Germany, the day when I´ve finished my studies, and the day when I realized that I can go back to Mexico. Actually the whole last two months were just awsome, great and I was happy. But I also experienced the worst moments in my life, personally, with my family and also professionally. I won´t tell u all that again, since the people who know me, know what I´m talking about. I know I might one day experience that again or even worse things. Maybe one day I´ll laugh about this year and what happened there. Who knows....

 So this year started much better! I started this year with friends, with wonderful reminds of my time as sailor, with wonderful people and a great party!!! I´m looking into this year with new hope, with new wonderful persons and old friends on my side. A year in the country I love (at least I hope that and actually there are main reasons to hope!!!), a year full of opportunities. There are many things I wanna do and lets hope those wishes will come true: I wanna keep my job for at least this year and if not get another equally interesting one, I wanna plan my master studies (start this or next year), I wanna remain strong and never again loose control like last year, I wanna show my friends, my family what I´m able to, I want my parents to be proud and that they get to know Mexico, I wanna drink less and run more (jejajeje) and I wanna pass an exam in Italian. I know life is still ahead of me and there are opportunities all over the world, thousands of things left to do for me, to experience. Thursday I´ll go back to my place (which is in Mexico now), back to my current life, a life I´m proud of and of which I´m happy about. I look positive in this new year but I´m also happy the last year is gone!!! I´ll never forget this year, never forget the things I went through, the people, the friends... but still, I´m happy to get a new start, having the chance to make things better, in the right way!

so that´s how I feel!!! Keep on commenting my entries over here by e-mail or if u´re registered also here. support me, critize me, insult me, convince me, proof me wrong... all the things u´ve done during the last year!! I´ll do the same with u - that´s what friends are for!!!

Kisses and Hugs Janett