Today I wrote an e-mail. It was the toughest of my life. I cannot describe how I feel now, hurt, empty, exhausted because I cried so much. But I know I've done the right thing. It'll cost me a lotta work to keep on with …

Am I immature??? Yes, I think I am. Sometimes I feel like a motherless child or like a 14-year old kid who is in love for the first time. I have done a lot of stupid things and it hasn't done it easier for me and for you…

bad day today... U know these days when u feel that u cannot do anything which seems to be productive???? I live my life, but I just live, I don't njoy it and every day I have other ideas and different goals and dreams. …