Omfgs. I need to talk to Jered. :(
These aren't just things I can talk about with anyone, although he's just never online when I am. Or I never get on MSN. Either way, it sucks.
During my Research class, I felt awful. I asked to be excused to the bathroom. In the bathroom, there was one other girl there. That was ok, I supposed, cos I don't fucking care what this girl might think. SO.. I was walking toward the stall when [STOP] the door opens again and the fucking guidance counselor walks in! "Damn!" I thought. Oh my god, what awful timing.
I say a perky "hello" and lock the stall, waiting for her to leave. I'm not sure if she's left or what, so I wash my hands and go.
She catches me in the hallway as I was on my way back to Research. She asks me how I'm doing. I smile and say I'm ok. Perfectly wonderful. I give her the right answer, so she leaves me alone.
The Asian Cultural Club met after school. Elections were held today. A lot of the members didn't show up because they had to catch the bus which left early today. Last week I said that I wanted to run for secretary, but I hadn't prepared a speech today. Fortunately we didn't have to give speeches-- people voted for me anyway~ So yea, I won the election, lovely.
And.. it feels as if I'm living a shallow life. It feels so unreal. Like a game, where I'm watching from the outside. Hah.
Oh, I want to learn to sing. It's something I haven't been taught to do, and right now my mum wants me to focus on the violin, but after being reminded of why I dislike it so much.. I want some change. Good change.
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