it truely is amazing. when you stop. just slow down and…

it truely is amazing. when you stop. just slow down and realize things. and i don't mean the type cliche like smelling the roses type thing but more so a...things are going a light speed and then you stop realizing the point to everything. and then all of sudden you are spinning out of control in light speed. you can't comprehend anything but you're still moving forward..ha or so you think. But then finally you just stop. things slowly stop spinning. lights still spinning around a bit but you understand that this is not where you're suppose to be. you get it. you begin to walk side by side and grab His hand. And in those moments the lights stop and you see clearly. You see the amazing people around you and wonder how you were ever jealous of the ones you love so dearly. You see that you are made for a purpose. Crafted with perfection to the smallest detail and you wonder how you ever thought differently. Then you look up at Him and see His smile...and wonder how you ever wandered else where and believed others. That is what i'm talking about when i say its amazing to stop.