| I love writing
I always said I dont but i just didnt know i do
I love writing
I mean i love it but i am not good at it
i am so bad at it that i had to avoid it ever since i could write
straightly speaking i have never been able to write at all.
however, I say I am not good at it but I am not not good at the whole of it
i just cant put my minds together to become something people can read
looking back, theres countless shit which i've written. countless!
they dont all go together. just bits ans pieces
I am sure they are not meaningful to everybody
but i've had feedback saying how deeply those shits related to people hearts
now see, i am running out of words and lacking sentence structuring ability again.
so i guess i will leave it here and go back to my world, my little mindless mind for now
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| 之前一日的entry.. 經過一番討論 俾人問到 "點解俾人話獨居阿伯 自蔽
我就會咁介意" 連一個人出街食飯都唔敢
試過好多似撞到人都唔敢say hi
仲拿拿聲食完走 驚俾人見到 我唔proud of 呢件事
係因為我咁做跟本唔開心
亦唔想咁做 我係介意人地知道我一d唔好既
我係冇自信
我一路都好介意人點睇我 仲有好多好多野
我係唔敢俾人知
相信好多人都有
面對一d唔好野... 或自己唔開心既野
都會好冇自信 去到問題變得嚴重
其他人會叫你... 試下講出黎
講左出黎就會覺得其實都冇乜野 我係咪應該數晒自己d衰野出黎??
將光明帶入我既人性陰暗面? |
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| 心不在焉 你體驗過嗎?
本想落街買個外賣...
落到街行來行去...行到唔記得自己想做乜.
冇買到野食 番左屋企先諗起
我諗我精神好差掛... 再次去買了一個咖哩牛腩飯
當然是外賣 自從上次朋友笑我一個人到快餐店長&茶餐廳
很sad 很像冇人理的獨居阿伯
我都很少會一個人坐底食野
其實... 買番屋企咪又係一個人食
不過冇人知冇人講 好似冇咁sad咁咋麻 還有 買外賣行來行去的時候
發現銅鑼灣開了新的bodyshop
在C出口附近 之前是 le sauda的位置
我才發現... 我自蔽了好一陣子了 |
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| 首先 今日好多唔同既少事想寫
所以以下會分point 1. 國際油價創新高
迫近104美元一桶
只可用 "so expen" 黎形容 2. 在 tete by private i 剪左個頭
聽左over30次唔好意思
聽到我都有d唔好意思 3.匯控公布上年度純利上升21%至191.3億美元
主要是受惠新興市場的帶動 4. 搭車時打nds的zelda
好暈 5. 夜晚睇今年oscar最佳電影
200萬奪命奇案 No Country For Old Men |
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