K so I definitey hadn't heard this song in FOREVER! But it is by The Lostprophets! I came across it while I was searching on musicgalore.net for JamisonParker but they didn't have them. So I saw this and I was like whoa! So I got it. So debaet was tonight it was cool. I need to get my homeowkr by tomorow night since I leave early Thursday morning for Virginia ... Also! While Im in Virginia I will have my moms cell so if you don't have the number and you want it to text or call or whatever so I can hear from some of my friends at home.. Just ask and I'll give it to you.

So I got my medicine today! Yay!!!!!!! except she gave me capsule! the last time I took the capsules I was sick on my stomach for a WEEK! Oh well I lost almost 10 pounds hopefully I can duplicate that part of it...

I feel like some of my friendships are falling apart and I don't know what to do .... This is really confusing and hurting...

I was just thinking about my grandma... I miss her SO much... im crying abotu her now... At least I know that cancer will never be able to touch her again... i just wish she didnt have to go so soon. What about when my grandpa dies.. then I wont have either of them and they are so great. Gosh I sound so stupid but this hurts so BAD. I dont know why it still hurts so bad after over a year!

laters

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